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  In the end, its all a dream...I knew this would happen yet i put so much hope into it...I shouldn't have done that cos it hurt me even more. Been anticipating such occasion to happen and finally the time has come, how can i let it go? How can you ask me to throw away such a RARE occasion and one that i am so dying to go? I know it isn't easy and all but this is my dream! To see it being pushed back is so hurtful.
  So its a dream all over again, one that i am sure will never happen but i will keep dreaming and dreaming until another opportunity comes knocking on my door again...
  Ah, how i wish i am like you, looking so at ease and worry free...
 
  That's Esuna, my original character design for a project assignment...
  After the spilling of tears, i could not get back to normal so i pissed her off. Its regretful but it cannot be helped. It was too crushing for me...i think if i were to tell my friends this they will go, =________=?
  My eyes still hurt and it isn't getting any better since its coupled with my previous late nights and coughs. Tmrw is the start of fasting month and i am unable to fast, wait, let me check later again.....haiz...i hope i can get back to normal tmrw....
  On a happier note, HAPPY 20TH NASUHAHAHA! =]
  
	 
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