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Yesterday was very impromptu. All plans was thrown back and messed up cos of the time to collect the photo but it was nevertheless a fun day!
  Why is it always the end of the outing that is fun? Hahahs~ anyways, yesterday did some shopping with Fumiyo-chan to look for her New Year's clothes. It felt recent that we went to get your previous New Year's clothes. How time really really flies and when you were in primary school, time seems to go by so slowly. I shall teach this lesson upon my future kids, should there be a need, i'll say, "My dear, why are you in such a hurry to grow up?".
Yeap, dats what i'll do~
I can finally enjoy my holidays now! So many things to dooo! But most of the time, i'll stay at home~ Unless someone asks me out.
Ah, i dunno if i should blog about it but heck, i shall.
I seriously enjoyed the time i chatted with you even if you may not feel the same. This may be a normal thing for you because you are a nice person and all but it means alot, a whole lot to me. Most of the time, i don't know if our conversations carry weight but considering it's you, i don't think so. You are just being polite to me, i know that. But there's always this tiny feeling in my heart that at least 1/4 of what you said carries some weight.
Day by day, i look forward to chatting with you~ But i contained that urge to msn you because i know you are busy, even if you aren't. And if a day goes by without chatting with you, i find myself missing you already. Don't get creeped out, [thats if you happen to be reading this, but i doubt it] I'm just expressing myself. Anyways, this crush, isn't going anywhere because i know in your heart, you already have someone else you want to care for.
There's just one line i want to remember always,
"save ur smile for me the next time we meet"
Is there truth in there that i can hang on to? Do you remember we even had this conversation? But still, that is the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me, even if it carries, yet again, no weight. Thank You.
I'll try my best to forget i ever had this feeling for you~
n___n
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