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2009-01-09T03:14:00.003+08:00

i have moved to

http://ai-hana.livejournal.com

pls remember to change ur links loves~
n___n

2009-01-04T03:56:00.004+08:00

DBSK-ing. PERIOD.

Hahahahas~ I'm crazy about them now. My current craze and their new song that will be releasing 21st January is damn beautiful, both the melody and the meaning. ♪ Bolero ♪. Hands down! Gaaaah! I feel like screaming abt my new found craze. Lols~

Moving on, moving on....

This is my first post for the new year. Maah, its been a fast ride huh? 2009...mah, definitely gonna be an emotional year. Sou! An emotional year its gonna be. So, here it is my new year's resolution,

1. To give a from-the-heart smile even to people i do not know
2. To be honest about my feelings to you-know-who
3. To create a worthy 2D animation

I am happy that i finally got to get my script done! Am happy at how it turned out and hope my fellow Nyaa-ans find it okay. There should be changes but i hope its minor.

Exactly one more week left till school re-opens. When it does, i am not going to waste every single second of it. Going to make the best out of the less than 4 months we have together. Going to make ALOT of mistakes cos thats how one learns.

Going to create memories that makes 2009 just as wonderful as 2008.

So...

Let me go back DBSK-ing~
Bolero people! BOLERO!
♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪

2008-12-23T14:52:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was very impromptu. All plans was thrown back and messed up cos of the time to collect the photo but it was nevertheless a fun day!

Why is it always the end of the outing that is fun? Hahahs~ anyways, yesterday did some shopping with Fumiyo-chan to look for her New Year's clothes. It felt recent that we went to get your previous New Year's clothes. How time really really flies and when you were in primary school, time seems to go by so slowly. I shall teach this lesson upon my future kids, should there be a need, i'll say, "My dear, why are you in such a hurry to grow up?".
Yeap, dats what i'll do~

I can finally enjoy my holidays now! So many things to dooo! But most of the time, i'll stay at home~ Unless someone asks me out.

Ah, i dunno if i should blog about it but heck, i shall.
I seriously enjoyed the time i chatted with you even if you may not feel the same. This may be a normal thing for you because you are a nice person and all but it means alot, a whole lot to me. Most of the time, i don't know if our conversations carry weight but considering it's you, i don't think so. You are just being polite to me, i know that. But there's always this tiny feeling in my heart that at least 1/4 of what you said carries some weight.

Day by day, i look forward to chatting with you~ But i contained that urge to msn you because i know you are busy, even if you aren't. And if a day goes by without chatting with you, i find myself missing you already. Don't get creeped out, [thats if you happen to be reading this, but i doubt it] I'm just expressing myself. Anyways, this crush, isn't going anywhere because i know in your heart, you already have someone else you want to care for.

There's just one line i want to remember always,

"save ur smile for me the next time we meet"

Is there truth in there that i can hang on to? Do you remember we even had this conversation? But still, that is the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me, even if it carries, yet again, no weight. Thank You.

I'll try my best to forget i ever had this feeling for you~
n___n

2008-12-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

I am so happy that i got to know of this band with amazing pop style with fine traces of jazz. Yes, you heard [or read] me right, Jazz. Me? Listening to jazz. Hahahas~ i guess that's the good thing about not minding any type of music genres.
n__n

My Greatest Flaw by D'Sound

Am I such a droolin' fool
That all I ever think of is you?
And am I such a ludicrous girl
To make you the center of my world?

Springtime has come and gone again
When my phone rings, I'm hoping it's you
Although I shouldn't want it to

Because you, you are my greatest flaw
And I'm so ashamed to say
I'll do it again everyday
You, you are my greatest flaw
I know that I am smart;
Can somebody tell my heart?

I want to see you, then I don't
I'll drag you to the feelings, I won't
And when I do you're wasting my time
Trashing what is left of my spine

Summer is playing its greatest hit
Every Friday I hope that we meet
Although I shouldn't wish for it

Because you, you are my greatest flaw
And I'm so ashamed to say
I'll do it again everyday
You, you are my greatest flaw
I know that I am smart;
Will somebody tell my heart?

Didn't I tell you so?
Didn't you even know?
Didn't I tell you so?
Yes I know, know, know,
You're my greatest flaw because you...

And I know that I am smart;
Will somebody tell my, somebody tell my heart?
You, you are my greatest flaw;
I'm so ashamed to say
I'll do it again everyday
You, you are my greatest flaw
I know that I am smart;
Will somebody tell my heart?
Somebody tell my heart...

There's another lovely song entitled, Green Eyes and My Today. Goodness, i love this 3 songs including My Greatest Flaw to bits and pieces!!

Keep 'em coming!
n___n

2008-12-15T14:23:00.003+08:00

SIGGRAPH ASIA 2008 9th December - 13th December 2008

The one of many group photos taken! Still waiting for the photo with aaall of us present!

SIGGRAPH ASIA, was a blast! All the student volunteers and team leaders are extremely nice people! With the exception of some because i haven't had a chance to get to know them~ Amazing, amazing, amaaaazing experience for which i would like to go through again in the next SIGGRAPH ASIA, YOKOHAMA, Japan!!

To all the Student Volunteers of SIGGRAPH ASIA 2008, I feel so honoured that i've met and got to know you! It has been a wonderful experience! Hope to see you guys again in the next SIGGRAPH ASIA~ Insya'allah i am financially able to go. To the foreign student volunteers, i hope you had an amazing time in Singapore! Really really am going to miss you guys a whole lot! And last but not least, thank you Yuke for giving me the opportunity to be a part of this precious event!

Lolsss! It's like accepting an award! Buuuut that is really how i feel~
n____n

2008-12-11T02:08:00.003+08:00

SIGGRAPH so far was amazing! I mean, its just some boring duties to be done but to think we have FULL ACCESS to aaaall the events/exhibitions just rocks man! And to think a Full Access Pass costs $350-$800. Aren't we some lucky asses? XDXD

So i spent an hour to list out the events that i would looove to attend! So after my duty, off i will go to enjoy the conference! There's Computer Animation Screenings from Japan, Korea, India, US etc etc. Gallery Exhibition of New Media from Japan and Korea. One whole floor you can see Japanese people streaming in and out!

Ouh yes! Speaking of Japanese people, i conversed in Japanese with Hiroyuki Kubo! It was so unexpected and we got to talk to each other bcos of some nice perfume smell. I was like, "Ii, nioi" which meant, Fragrant Smell and he was surprised. So from there, we started and everytime i see him, i will converse with him in his language, although i suck at it, he understood it~ Lols, its like my version of Japanese language.

Fun fun fun~ Events are fun especially the ET Screenings thats gonna be screened starting today! 2 hours of non-stop animation screenings from all over the world!! Gahh!!! XDXD

Wokies, i have morning shift tmrw! Gotta catch some sleep!
n____n

2008-12-07T02:59:00.002+08:00

Uwaah, *swipes away the cobwebs* this blog needs updates!

The 411

- SIGGRAPH ASIA 2008 is fast approaching! And am duty from 9th December - 13th December with people i do not know since Fanah is in another group. I am still confused as to what i am supposed to do so hopefully during the orientation i could get a clearer picture! Its my first for a huuuge event like this so must be knowleadgeable abt it!!

- MM3D Gathering is not yet confirmed and am at the planning stage! Hopefully Nasuhahaha and me can come up with a time that everyone can agree to and hopefully, most of us will turn up for it!

- Internship is a roller coaster ride with a boss like that but overall, it is an amazing experience so far with very nice colleagues~ Mylene and John~ yes, only 2 including 3 other bosses.

- Holidays? Well, what can i say? I only have 2 weekends to enjoy it. To think i have to pay back the days i missed intern because of SIIGRAPH. So i will stop my intern on the 9th and school starts on the 12th. Aaah~ my holiday...my haven...gone...when school starts, all hell will break lose!!

- Results? Am happy about it! Did, much better than i had expected from myself. What surprised me is the A i got for Concept Development. Its mostly a group effort so i wonder what most of the people i teamed up with got. Hopefully an A too? n___n

- Romance, My "love" life maybe? Well, i got to find out that he already knows. How he knows is beyond me but its not surprising since he is a genius and not a fool. He knew it from the month of September so imagine how long he knew and how excellent he was at pretending? In a way it is a good thing he knows but as Monkeu said, girls always expect at least a reaction, no matter how small. Oh wells....ive been msn-ing him, finally not just about school. But i don't know...this seemed to me like a path to an even better friendship but definitely not more than that which is...a disappointment because i would like something more? i dunno myself either....

u____u

Will i finally have the courage to tell him my feelings straight from this lips of mine i wonder...

2008-11-23T03:37:00.002+08:00

Magical 22~

I re-lived the fun of playing Card games on Final Fantasy VIII in which i only slept at 630am. Was supposed to meet Fumiyo-chan for breakfast at 930am before going to AFA '08 but silly me decides to wake up only at 9 and given the fact that i need at least an hour thirty min to get ready, i couldnt meet her on time. Haishhh, anywaaays, below is the breakdown of the many surprises and how 22nd November 2008 is indeed a very magical day.

AFA '08
was pretty alright...Saw Sharon, Giri, Devtha, Hossein, Bruce, Ra [who passed me "his" [not ra] SLR *melts*]. Pretty tricky at first when i wanted to use his SLR but mystery solved! I was practically all smiles when im holding it!! XD Anyways~ The fun part abt the event is towards the end [at least for me and fumiyo] bcos of coughAdamcough~

Doll Photoshoot
So after the festival, it was time for us to start shooting Rubii [fumiyo chan, pls change her name pls pls pls~ and NOT Sumire] We went to Fort Canning to have the shoot. It was damn hott! It was damn cool actually but fort canning has this thing abt its heat. Maybe cos of the plants, trees, grasses?

We had fun and we perspired alot! 1GB of CF Card memory was used! No mercy on it! Hahahas~ Fumiyo wont allow me to post up the photos yet but after the competition, you'll see them soon~ Maybe in facebook too! XD

This was when all magic began...

I always complained i don't see the people i know outside but surprise surprise, i did! Lets see...

Kinokuniya
Was happy about the 20% discount but not happy cos the books that i want is not available and also cos the discount ends that day too. Anyhoos, here's who i saw, Emek [was surprised] who told me Nasuhahaha was here too with someone. And this someone i thought was a girl but ohoo, it turned out to be Khyrul! I saw him, approached him and he told me he was with Nasuhahaha~

Bcos of the photoshoot, Fumiyo and me were dehydrated so after Kino was drink rest at Mac after which we headed to Shaw Isetan to get my recipe. But at last min thought, i pushed back my dessert making to when im free cos im starting my intern on Monday.

So while searching for the recipes, i thought of returning the SLR back to Egan, *woops* bcos i didnt want to go out on a rest Sunday and i dunno when i will be free since intern is starting soon, so i called up Ra and asked how to get to his place. Bcos of the chim-ness, he suggested to meet at Novena Mrt Station.

Magic escalates...

I managed to drag Fumiyo chan along but when we reached Novena, Ra was still at home!!! [the nerve of him!] The time was 730pm and Fumiyo had to go home. In the end, i decided to go to his place while fumiyo goes back home...I was SCARED LA CAN!

Balestiar Road
First of all, it was DARK! And i am sooo not familiar with Novena and i went round and round in circles just to find TCC bcos once i find TCC, i noe the way...but anyways, i did, and waiting for 124 was daaaaaaamn slow so i decided to prank Fumiyo~ hahahs~

Telling her i was lost and pretending to cry on the phone so to make her guilty for leaving me behind, hahs! But all ended good~ XD

OKies, so i reached Ra's place but i needed directions again. In the end, i realised finding his place wasn't so hard after all! The place they lived in was nicceee, just what i like. When i reached 5th floor, i was greeted by slipper/shoe infested corridor! Scarrry!! But no one else was at home except Ra and Egan. [Hm, lucky me?]

Nihoos, Egan was surprised i came all the way to his place to return the SLR. I was soooo NERVOUS I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING!

OH! Just when i thought outside was worse, inside was INSANE! Ra and Egan's room was a MESS!!!!! Clothes stacked on top of each other, food one corner, papers around, wires....brrr~

Okay, back to the nerves. I was soo nervous that after i passed the SLR to him, i was like, okay where to now? over there, survey the room or what?! then i settled on Ra's bed. Talked for a SHORT [damn!] while and i said good night to sweet sweet, Egan~

But i didnt leave yet. I was amazed by the place albeit the messiness so i went to the balcony and that was where Ra and me chatted for a while longer. Things about Ra, the place he lives in, etc etc and got to know abt the perfect Egan with perfect DNA. Haish...he really is blessed.

Ra was really sweet, and why do i have the feeling that he in a way might have planned this? Anywaaays, i realised i could have talked alooot more with Egan but i was toooo nervous to even know what i was doing!

So Ra sent me to the bus stop and we said good night~

So a smile was plastered on my face in the bus and the scene keeps replaying itself back on the train journey home...haaa~

My goodness, this turned out to be an essay~ LOLS!

This magic ended at 1010pm when home is where i am~

2008-11-19T02:45:00.002+08:00

I did a last minute show reel for the same company Fanah is going to intern for. [Gosh, i sent so many emails i hope the person in charge wont find me irritating] Anyways, i looove this the best!

Prolly bcos this freaking magazine vector cover took a whooooole hour to open in the printing shop and to process it to the printer. I tell you, this was my best piece ever and i was soo happy about it, knowing i will get an A for it but its damn lagging cos apparently it is too heavy on the graphic side that i stressed abt it not being able to be handed in on time and in the end, thinking i would get no grades for it. BUT THANKFULLY, it decided to stop being PMS-sy and get its butt out of the printer processor and get itself printed! The fact that it being so problematic is what makes it memorable.

Woah..anyways, thanks Sha for being a huuge inspiration for this work! =]

So i hope i got to intern. I just thought, "What the hey, lets just try out for it." So if it didnt work out, its okay~ =]

Also, a huuge congrats to Fanah for being able to finally confess! You are one step in becoming an adult! Hahahas~ Like i said, somehow i think you are going to use this against me. Especially with my ga-ga ness over you-know-who.

Oh! Talking about you-know-who, im re-reading this book by Cecilia Ahern and her charac's name in the story is Elizabeth You-Know-Who's name. So everytime her name came across, i would be reminded of him...

Anyhooos, its late, i better sleep and hopes for my Inbox to show me, "Inbox (1)".

Right, so, Good Nightey~
XOXO Azi Wazi~

2008-11-10T23:57:00.002+08:00

And to think this is our last semester together before we separate into our own major when semester 2 starts in January.

So finally our Semester 1 has ended, well, not really since our presentation is this Friday. But still, it will end. Finally, we could all get back the countless sleepless nights we had and at least enjoy the months where we will be stress free~

Being separated can be both a good thing and a bad thing~ Korang korang! Jangan abandon me okay? I don't like the feeling of being left out~ Share, and update each other on the happenings tau! Our crushes, lects semua tau! Skali korang ader juicy new rumour ke, new crushes, or new crushes jokes abeh tak update...sedih sey~ LOLS~

Anywaaaays~ I have to mature if not i won't get anywhere in my love life. Oh my god, maybe i should do what Fanah suggested in her blog, wear a t-shirt that says "I want a boyfriend." LOLS! Desperate much! Hmm, im still thinking whether or not i should do my year end goal...somehow the whole of my class knows abt it...diess~

Wokies, time for moi to recharge.
Quotes, "Musn't hope" from Nasuhahaha~

2008-11-01T00:28:00.002+08:00

31st October 2008

is definitely the best Birthday ever for me~ Thank you loves for making me special just for this day~

2008-10-31T02:21:00.006+08:00

Those droopy eyes, faint smile, i can stare at you for hours! Meet Matt Prokop! A total cutie i got to know of from High School Musical 3 Senior Year!

Damn hot!! Sizzling!! XD
Below are pictures of him from the set of HSM3!

He plays this geeky, total wannabe and just a fun guy to mess around with, with the nick, Rocketman Zara!! Fun movie that is to be taken lightly!

Okies, that's all you're getting from this post! Its gonna be a night, to remember!!!! XD Lovely songss~

2008-10-26T15:47:00.005+08:00

Shopping yesterday was fun! Managed to get the things that i want and all at cheap prices!! Lets see:

1. 2 Pairs of shoes : $22.90
2. 1 Bottom [skirt] : $30+
3. 2 Tops [5% discount] : $30+
4. Novel [20% discount] : $22

My sis made me make a choice...either Stella McCartney or clothes....even though at Bugis it is damn worth it, [100ml for $79] i opted for clothes cos i am in dire need of them! =]

Haaa, finally....i shopped! So therapeutic....

Okies! So today i finally got down to doing 3ds max....im not sure abt morphing but i had fun playing around with lighting and taking "photos" of my model! Look Look!

Hehe~ I had fun! But i gotta get my morphing going on! In the end, i decided to do a conversation! Between Tifa & Cloud from FF7:AC. So the atmosphere is a bit dark & gloomy hence the lighting! =]

I think i need help with how to even begin making my lips move! SOS!
n___n

2008-10-11T00:05:00.014+08:00

10.10.08 NAFA Sports Day at Yishun, Bottle Tree Park

Fanah and me were UBER excited about the Sports Day and we were the only 2 who were all hyped up about it on the way to the park. We met up with Egan, Ra, 2 of their girl friends, Wang Lin & Stooky and i must say, the 2 people who looked dead was Egan and Ra! LOLS!

Throughout the journey from the train station to the point where we reached the park and settled down, my sister's camera hasn't left me at all. Its just been *click* *click* and more *clicks*!

At this kind of event, its better to create memories and keep them forever, both in mind and visual content. =]

On the way there...

From left to right, Wang Lin, Egan & Ernest!

From left to right, Egan, Ra, their 2 girl friends

At the Venue...

From left, Me, Fanah & Mohd

From left, Nasuha, Me, Fanah, Sharon, Linda & Khyrul

From left, me & jo

From left, Wang Lin, Ernest, me & Ra

From left, me & monkeu

The Event Games...

Egan trying to help Alwyn out

Blue: Fanah Red: Me

From left to right, fanah, me, mohd, justin, egan, khyrul, yan xiang, ernest, ronnie & alvin

I have several HILARIOUS videos but have yet to upload them so this will do for now. Overall, even though it was scorching hot, it was fun~ Food was HORRIBLE...bluek but company was great! Yet another chapter in my life to add to my book~

And i am proud to say, i am happy to be in MM3D because they are all a bunch of whacked, goofy and crazy but fun bunch of people i've ever met. I've never felt so welcome like this before. Not gonna mention how bad my Year 1 class was but yea, i really felt like i belong..so MM3D...

I love you guys to bits & pieces!
n___n

2008-09-30T02:34:00.002+08:00

Does that look like me? Too bad the choice of hair isn't much! But i had fun doing this! =]

Just 2 more days left to fasting and my menses just decided to pay me a visit...but in a way, i'm kind of lucky...i don't have to payback alot of days had my menses came earlier. Ramadhan is coming to an end and all muslims will celebrate Hari Raya. I did not feel the mood for it earlier but after my dad dolled up the living room, haa, i thought, yes, it finally feels like Hari Raya... =]

I can predict the first day of Raya. We the family excluding my Yayi will pay a visit to my Dad's family, starting from the oldest, as a form of respect. As usual, when we return home, there will be many shoes outside our home and i will know that its my mom's side, all rushed down to visit my Yayi. Every Raya is like that, and i hope it will stay the same this year! =]

School's been okay so far. Dead at some point but still kicking! Staying strong...School trip to Japan's been postponed again to Jan-Feb 2009...i won't be surprise if its been cancelled totally, Mickey Mouse will leave up to his name.

As far as romantic issues goes, its still the same. Just admiring from afar and trying to talk to him as and when i can. I won't go as far as to say, i want him to be my boyfriend but it doesn't hurt to get close, im guessing, that's also if, he allows that. It's hard. Very hard. Should maintain my jealousy level as well. Ha. =]

I can't wait for lesson today! Can't wait for lesson which means seeing him, and also the presentation! I think, my group and i have come up with a rather interesting project idea and i am proud of it! 6 brains is better than 1, much much better. =]

OK. I think i shall sleep. Ah, must ransack the wardrobe to see what to wear tomorrow! Our presentation will be filmed! Gasp* Camera shy me will pretend no cameras are around!

n____n

2008-09-24T01:36:00.002+08:00

is it just me or is your smile extremely gentle?

I would like to believe otherwise...that you probably have shown it to everyone else that matters. So i should probably stop thinking too much! Its bad for my health! Lols~ But your smile never fails to make my day! =]

So everyday, i will make eye contact with you even though i am damn shy but i will do it for the sake of seeing it. Before we got used to each other, every time we had eye contact, i always looked away but now i won't! [But for other guys i think i will still look away, lols! ]
=]

I am not going to hope but i am going to believe that even if i did nothing, you and i will still be able to bump into each other and i will have a meaningful conversation instead of a hi and a bye. But if we don't then there is nothing i can do.

Lols, i have always visited blogger to update but i did not know what to update and now when i finally am updating it's all about you.

Oh wells, this will end, if not now but it will, like it always does...nothing ever came out of this...3 words, why is it so hard to say?

n___n

2008-09-12T00:42:00.007+08:00

a Day...a Day was all i need to settle the crappy feelings and a Day was all i need to come up with solutions~

and what a happy news i received when i woke up. The new single of Kagrra, that my sister bought online arrived!! So we popped the CD into the dvd player and i was greeted by my uber cute guitarist + koto [traditional japanese string instrument] player, Shin!! *Meeeelts*

this angle makes him look suuuper cuute!!! Thats the Koto~ =]

Him alternating between guitar and koto for this song~ Haaa~

That's a clearer view of the Koto....don't pay attention to the [lead] right guitarist! Only look at Shin!! XD

I particularly liked the direction of photography, how the props are placed and where the band members are placed. It gives a sense of depth [aperture at work]. Although, the downside of this for me is that i cannot see the boys properly!!! Its hard getting a clear view of them~ Lols~

The song is superb! Very typical of Kagrra, and i loooove it!! The Koto solo is damn nice~ Nao's given alot of bass time here and the guitar solo, daaaaamn nice la....very rockish, so its like a juxtaposition of traditional and rock...and this is what makes up Kagrra,! =]

Very very nice~ XD
The other songs are lovely too~ Overall i think this single is awesome! =]

2008-09-10T21:04:00.002+08:00

A roller coaster ride...

On a positive note...

Today, i had my first experience in a recording studio! A recording studio in my school that is, so it is kind of small. Initially i have reservations about lending my voice because i hate how my voice sounds like when recorded. But then again, the school facility is somewhat like a professional studio so i thought, maybe, my voice might turn out differently.

The recording booth was secluded of all sounds and the only object that links you to the other side of the studio is the mike. Headphones was used and you can hear your own voice as you talk, and it is extremely crystal clear. Being a first timer, i was so awed..haha~

So Jo was first, and i must say, i love her voice! It was as if i am taking a listening comprehension test! I wanted her to start off first because she had experienced it before so i can use her as a guide. She really did a great job and because i love her voice, i asked her to sing..hahaha, and waah, it was real soothing~

And then comes my turn. During a short rehearsal, i talked so fast and Jo taught me to relax and smile as i narrate and then remember to take breathes. And it helps. Although when i talked there are times i forgot to breathe! Haha, ouh yea, and while recording, suddenly i heard the door open from the other side of the studio through the headphone and in came our 3D animation lecturer! Gaah~ i was so embarrased!
>___<

So after the recording, we listened to the outcome...and i cringed when i heard my own voice...so embarrasing that my hair stood on ends...brr but as it goes on, it kinda grew on me and i got so used to it to the point that i don't even know that that is my own voice.

So overall, it is a fun experience and i enjoyed every single minute of it! =]

Recently, after an interesting astrology session with Sharon [who loves abt this as much as i do], it makes me want to know more. Something this intriguing must not be missed. =]
I am currently very much into the different horoscope types; their personality traits, characteristics and how to spot them. So if you see me around asking, hey wats ur star sign? Or asks about others from you, then you should know why!! XD

On a negative note....

School's proving to be a major challenge now. I can only say i am the cause of it all, period. At this point of time, i'd rather treasure and preserve my friendship with you guys rather than living up to my goals...

I am seriously hating the way i am and how it led to how things are now....

2008-09-01T01:13:00.003+08:00

In the end, its all a dream...I knew this would happen yet i put so much hope into it...I shouldn't have done that cos it hurt me even more. Been anticipating such occasion to happen and finally the time has come, how can i let it go? How can you ask me to throw away such a RARE occasion and one that i am so dying to go? I know it isn't easy and all but this is my dream! To see it being pushed back is so hurtful.

So its a dream all over again, one that i am sure will never happen but i will keep dreaming and dreaming until another opportunity comes knocking on my door again...

Ah, how i wish i am like you, looking so at ease and worry free...

That's Esuna, my original character design for a project assignment...

After the spilling of tears, i could not get back to normal so i pissed her off. Its regretful but it cannot be helped. It was too crushing for me...i think if i were to tell my friends this they will go, =________=?

My eyes still hurt and it isn't getting any better since its coupled with my previous late nights and coughs. Tmrw is the start of fasting month and i am unable to fast, wait, let me check later again.....haiz...i hope i can get back to normal tmrw....

On a happier note, HAPPY 20TH NASUHAHAHA! =]

2008-08-29T02:48:00.003+08:00

So many things to do so little time...

a bit of a passe quote but still, pretty much what we are going through right now...i can go ballistic just by thinking about it. Ouh, lets quote someone,

"Deadline is spelt DEAD and LINE, not DATE LINE...because once you cross the LINE, you are DEAD, that is why it is spelt as Deadline."

=D

2008-08-24T18:17:00.004+08:00

Fluttering alone, towards oblivion~
Sharon's work! I hope she don't mind me putting this up! Its too pretty not to be shared! =]

Anyways, at this point of time, i seriously don't care anymore. I don't understand why i faced so many devastating encounters and managed to get through it but in the end, i am still not strong enough the next time a similar incident happens again. I am supposedly supposed to be stronger cos of the experience but i am not. Does this mean, i haven't really gotten over it and haven't fully understand and grasped the situation?

Well, i am just going to go with the flow!! The best bet! =]

People's pain is something not others are able to fully understand...

2008-08-17T02:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, 16th August 2008 was the Heart Rock Concert post NDP. This is the concert i was involved in over the holidays. Like i mention in my old entry, we are required to do motion graphics as the band/singers play/sing.

Anita Sarawak was purely awesome! Her vocals wow, seriously, packs a punch and its live! Her energy was high, totally a diva. Kuo Po [sang with my group's motion graphic] was amazing! Her sax skill, wow, really, very very talented. Reverie was great too!! Haha, though i think the vocalist pulled his voice too much that some parts he cannot pull off! All in all, the performers were awesome!! Not to mention our very own NAFA Ochestra team! Pure genius! They sound amaaaazing!

Its very fulfilling to see our works being showed to people, for a good cause. I was so proud looking at my peers works, Egan and Sharon's were beautiful, Hossein, Giri and Rebecca's very artistic, Lidia and Sim's beautiful and not to mention ours! [the 2 A's, Aaron and me, and the 2 J's Jasmine and Justin's] I am so glad i took part and contributed to this event, setting aside the many sleepless nights we had to go through before this "judgement" day! XD

Thank you you lecturers for allowing us to have this experience and thank you to you people who involved us! hohoho~ ouh, the pics overdue but here it is anyways~ The Beatles Team!

n___n

2008-08-15T16:16:00.004+08:00

Oh My God! Oh My God!

How coincidental! Okay, here's what happened. I went over to horoscope.com to check out my daily forecast. There's this section that says, Your Lucky Numbers for today: 5, 14, 21, 32, 39, 44.

The time was 4:13. So i thought, hm, 14 is nearing soon. Is something going to happen? My lucky number what? So then i was staring at the computer time...staaaaring at it intensely, waiting for the 13 to change to 14.

Tick!

The time was 4:14pm! I waited...."Eh, nothing happen ley. What a liar~" Wait, i heard the door, it might be my eye candy?! So i turned...and was disappointed to see an unknown chinese male.....

BUT!! IT WASN'T JUST HIM!

Behind him there's E.C & R.C.!!!!!!!!!! 4:14pm!!!!! 14!!!!!

Lols!! I seriously did not expect this to happen, i was wishing and wishing it would be either of them but hahaha but 2 of them at the same time? Muahaha~

Interesting how the unexpected can be. Didn't expect this....it was hopeful thinking but it came true....

14...shall remember this day~

2008-08-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

suddenly my mind/thinking is in a mess....and its all bcos of one subject...designing for internet...since when has this subject turned out to be complicated? or its just cause i dun understand it that well right from the beginning? grrr!! what with the prototyping...its easy but i think i over complicate things...yea dat must be it....gawd, i feel so sorry for my group members...sorry girls...!!
>___<

must relax....relaaaax~

i should not have made my presence known because the one suffering the most is none other than me and no one cares~

what a day!

2008-08-10T01:49:00.002+08:00

sometimes, surprises happens!

all i have to say is, i am glad i got to know you and am doubly glad that i am working with you for what i may call a "life and death" commitment. Haha, so i'm guessing there is a connection in my "life-relation" map with you. Interesting! I want to learn things that i am not good at and hope this partnership will mean something! I sense a potential and you all know, scorpio's always predict right! muahaha~ nah, it should be, a lady's gut feeling must always be trusted!

heehee~
n___n

2008-08-09T02:05:00.007+08:00

"Nobody likes me, Everybody hates me, I think i'll eat some worms"

Interesting lecturer, he was our winter now he is our spring~ Hahaha~ Played a game in class where we used the 4 seasons to determine our dominant characteristics.

If you are
Spring = cheerful, happy
Summer= warmth, extrovert, energetic
Autumn= the thinker, calm, careful
Winter= cool, introvert, few words but when the speak, they speak words of wisdom

So we have to go around asking people whom you think suits to be the 4 different seasons. Hahaha, so we have to approach someone and ask, for example, "Would you be my spring?" LOL~ Cheesy right? But its fun...lets see...

I am Fanah's Autumn, Jer's Winter and Chiki's Summer...hahaha, interesting to know...

Then the lect asked us what's our dominating season and i think i am Autumn...the rest of the seasons are situational. Have to depend on situation before i have that season~ Yea, very very interesting~

Another interesting thing that i found out is my fetish. As my frens noes, my fetish is a guy's back but this guy, wah, he totally have the whole package! Physically wise. He has very manga profile, manga back view and manga chin [cos he has sharp chin and almost heart like]. Wah, intrigued...i wish i could talk to him eye to eye....i hav this habit to only really look at the person eye to eye when it comes to discussing work but when it comes to outside of work, like casually talking, i find myself, looking away...not only to him, but other guys generally...lol~ shy girl...really, not kidding~

Also, i told myself not to be silly but find myself doing it over again..stupid feelings...stupid, stupid feelings...how i wish it'd go away...i have this gut feeling they are more than what they seem like and i hate being a hypocrite...so when i go, "aww how sweet" im actually going, "damn sia, tell me more"

So whatever~ I dunno how long this stupid feeling of mine will last but lets just hope i don't see him around, WHICH....is impossible....

=_____=
I dun need this, SERIOUSLY!

2008-08-06T18:43:00.006+08:00

Why oh Why?

Why oh why are you only available on Nintendo Wii? Why? Why, Fatal Frame 4?! Though i don't know if this is a good thing. Critics gave the game a thumbs up but for me personally, [note that i haven played the game] from the trailer, i feel that it lacked the atmosphere of its predecessors.
Furthermore, the setting is different. It has no relation to the previous Fatal Frames whatsoever, so its an entirely new series. Which i find rather disappointing. From its trailer, i don't see any specific rituals or anything that is VERY fatal frame.

The character is pretty though~

Her name is Ruka! Pretty Pretty! Ouh, i have no idea what Camera Name they gave this time round. It looks like Camera Obscura but it has different design...dunno if i am gonna like it... [dats if i can have a chance to play] Ouh, different functions too....X__X
The theme song is LOVELY! Am so in love with it. Sung by Tsukiko Amano entitled Zero no Chouritsu.

Well, opinions change, lets just hope this game delievers~ It is still Fatal Frame afterall~

All images thanks to Beyond the Camera's Lens~

2008-08-01T02:26:00.002+08:00

school is having no mercy on me but i will make it a point not to complain!

it has been fun so far, nothing really bumpy is happening, i think...no more eyecandies...no more chui chui, ah, i forgot the actual spelling~ niways, i am happy that for my FYP, i am grouping with girls who has the same passion as me, 2D animation. It is gonn be my first time working with them so i hope all goes well! so must come up with story plots and all that shits!

the beatles concert project has finally caught up to us. its august and the concert will be held on the 16th, i hope we can finish by then...difficult client i think...make abrupt changes and till now we dun really have all the materials needed...but its okay, been toying with AE and am getting the hang of it though a little bit suaku. see? must always take note of the silver lining! hehehe~

i think something is very wrong with me. in the day, i will have coughs and i will recover during the evening. and at night or late in the night, my flu starts acting up again. until i sleep, my flu just wont stop. the next day i wake up, its gone and the cycle continues...my body is ticking weirdly...

=______=

mah, on another note, i discovered several somethings that surprised me....both in a good and bad way~

2008-07-28T23:50:00.001+08:00

somehow, i am feeling guilty...

2008-07-25T00:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was tiring! I felt so dead maybe bcos the pain of my blisters affected my mood. But i pretty much got hyped up about Drawing [2D Animation]. Currently have solid characterisation and a somehow story plot going on. Now just have to finalize and go into more detail for the story. I wonder if its ambitious a story...hm, shall ask the girls later today~

Ouh! I witnessed a real couple "abusive" fight. Somehow i just wish they realise that what they are doing is towards another human being, a human being who has a heart and a soul, so don't go breaking them like you please cos i am sure you won't like it if others do that to you.

When the train reached Yishun it was raining slightly and when i alighted at Sembawang, the rain decided to be heavier....And i did not bring an umbrelly with me just cos that morning was sunny. So i stood there hoping the rain would decrease but it decided not to. I think i stood there for 15minutes? Until a kind lady [around her late 20s there?] came up to me and asked if i want to share the umbrelly with her.

So she reached her blk but i have to cross another traffic light to reach my blk but there wasnt any shelter. So she offered me her umbrelly but i feel bad so i declined. It was a surprising gesture and i really thank that lady for her kindness~ And so i stood there contemplating whether or not to run to my blk...just a road away but i didnt..after a call, my 2 lovelies came down to fetch me with a small umbrelly...

=______=

hahaha, what a rocky day...ergh, i am predicting tougher days are gonna kick in anytime soon now....

In a way, i think it is a good thing that our paths just missed each other, i would not have to suffer more...

2008-07-22T00:35:00.005+08:00

Class was amazing as usual! Am happy that jer has a nice friendly personality though i am very much puzzled as to why i treat him like such....anyways, first day and we have been given a very interesting project brief! Usual groupings! NaZiFa! Hahaha~ So anyways, after school, we went aaaaall the way to hougang for lunch! It turned out to be dinner~ The trip was long...

We were curious and the place is halal [thank you!!!] and it serves western food which not many junk food restaurants are halal-certified! The place is called Jimmy Yummy! Jimmy who? Jimmy Yummy!

So sad Fanah didnt manage to tag along...she did and we were at Hougang Bus Interchange when she had to leave suddenly....so it was only Nasuhahaha and moi~ And when it was time to order, we were literally spoilt for choice!! In the end here's what i had~

Menu Number 13. Hamburg Steak with Fries!

It differs from the picture [was disappointed] but oh wells, it was SUPER DELICIOUS that i told nasuhahaha the next time i come here again, i want to buy this again! The sauce grew spicy as u take in more and more. I initially thought it was so-so that there was no kick but gradually i fell in love with it. [Was tempted to lick the whole plate! XD]

Dessert Menu: Barley Beancurd with Ginko!

Supeeeeeeeeer sweet [so must eat in moderation] but yummy! It was new to me so i HAD to try it and i was not disappointed! Am a happy goober!

Can't remember the dish name of what Nasuhahaha ate but here's the pic:
I am guessing this dish is the best seller since the people there recommended it. It has a unique taste, something new. The sausage was super nice and what u see there is actually baked potatoes and it is very springy.

We spent like $25 there, im guessing. Hahaha, but it is seriously worth it. Also worth the time travelling there to eat. Though i wish it is more to the heart of the city where it is easily accessible.

Jimmy Yummy!

2008-07-20T21:13:00.003+08:00

Sales ends TODAY!
Holidays ends TODAY!

Tomorrow I'm a SLAAAVE!!!

Lol~ I have never been so hyped up about sales in my life but the Great Singapore Sale was just amazing. Sales items are not much but knowing prices are down just feels damn goooood~ Hahaha~

I FINALLY found the perfect flair skirt from Dorothy Perkins and it costs only $29!! From $63! Then i got my black pants for also $29 at G2000 for the NAFA Symposium and also for other formal occasions! For today i bought ear studs as well as hair clips~

Aaah, what to wear tomorrow?!
Gah, i think I'm gonna wear either black or yellow tomorrow...I cannot wait la can?!!!

2008-07-11T04:23:00.003+08:00

ah mou! im blogging at this time! better hurry hurry before anyone of my family members wakes up especially my dad...brr, he will nag!

Manga Title: Yamamoto Zenjirou to Moushimasu [I am called Yamamoto Zenjirou]

I read its synopsis, wasn't really attracted. Then i read people's comment, got a little interested. Remembered Yoko Maki's past works namely Aishiteruze Baby [was damn good, impressed] and then [a little disappointed with] Taranta Ranta. But overall, she's a good manga-ka so i decided to give this manga a try.

It is excellent! It is very touching and amusing at the same time. I strongly recommend this to manga readers! I never thought i would cry while reading Maki's mangas apart from Baby. This time round, even though all the characters resembles her past characters, i didn't really mind bcos the characters has so much life in them that it will not remind me of any of her past ones!

Hotate is such a cute kid with a great dad, Yamamoto Zenjirou. Hayami, the spirit that she sees seems to have a mysterious past going which is yet told. I could only hope for the dedicated scanlators for updates! [Lemme say thanks here! n___n]

And i hope Maki will recover soon! I dunno what illness she has but she has been M.I.A for 3 months now and still going. Chapters stop at 14 so lets wish a speedy recovery for her!

Oryte, better be offs now!

Trying to let go of useless feelings and just be happy for what others have and believe someday, a smiliar thing like that will happen to me!
Hotate-chan! Chikara wo kashite! =]

2008-07-09T21:47:00.003+08:00

Aaah~ Had the thought of updating but now i'm in no mood. Let me just list the keypoints today, ha~

- bought Hana to Yume for the sake of Gakuen Alice Chapter 100! Now translating it!
- received hope from AE Lesson
- met my crazy half who gave me junk overload [u noe what]
- went crazy and was myself with a bestie! love yea so much!! thanks for waiting!
- bought an idiotic red bunny phone strap with buttons for eyes
- now with a mild headache cos i didnt sleep well and im not gonna sleep till i translate at least 50% of the manga chapter
- aah, Code Blue is out! Must watch! Erika Toda's in itttttt! [fan girl switch, ON*]

haik, that's about it, someone please buy me ichigo gyuu nyuu! [strawberry milk]

2008-07-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

I adore this manga!!! I just hope the animation for this will have a second season! Gah! i feel so tempted to buy the japanese volume of Gakuen Alice Vol. 17! It got to the part Natsume and Mikan escaping the school and the revelation of Mikan's past! Aaaah, the scanlations have stopped and i dun want thaaaaaaaat! Aaaah! Made up my mind! Am gonna buy it! XD

2008-07-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

Get to know yourself Personality Test!

I agree with the results but those that are colored are even more true, just making a note~

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Got this link from nasuhahaha's LJ and thought i'd do it. It is weird that these tests know you better than you know yourself. They put what you are into words so that you yourself can understand yourself better.

2008-07-03T16:24:00.005+08:00

i just watched alice nine.'s RAINBOWS PV.

LOVE IT!! apart from wardrobe malfunction for Shou [leopard TIGHT pants make u look even more awkward when u "tried" to dance shou...] he still looks CUUUTE!

The song is awesome but Shou's vocals for this sounds a bit..."off". I love his vocals, its weirdly nice but for this song, when he tries to reach the higher notes, he sounded as if he was wailing...didn't quite like the PV approach... But ANYWAYS, the song is nice sans the PV.

Okieeeeeees moving along!! I FINALLY found [MOST of ]the beautiful illustrations of Asagi Sakura for Shounen Onmyouji!!! Look Look!

Isn't the technique just amazing? So much feeling put into it!! Colors chosen well, simply beautiful. There's more but these are my favs. And my most favourite of them aaaaaaall~
Suzaku!!!!!!!!!!

He's soooo cuute! LOL! *ghem he's just a fictional character ghem* hahaha~ i had a hard time finding her illustrations but i finally found them! so thrilled!!

Oritey, moving on. My lect gave us a freelance job. He thinks we are too slack and wants to push us further so he asked us to do a 4-5sec background clip for an entertainment company here in Singapore.

Jt, Monkeu and I decided to do the one on Singapore Flyer. They did all the illustrations/line works while i animate them in AE.

....

I'm a NOOB!! Other than making the flyer rotate, i couldn't think of anything else to make the scene more interesting. The requirement for this scene is to have the flyer turning with surrounding details/buildings so thats what we had! I hope its okay. I think its a $100 per person job if their works get chosen. Hahaha, i guess ours wont be huh? XD

I wish i had talked to Sharon more! She and i had so much in common, anime wise but its hard trying to keep up a convo with her. Hmm, awkward maybe? Ah, lemme try adding her to my msn and we'll see how it goes!

School's gonna start! I canNOT wait! But at the same time i dun wanna sacrifice my sanctuary noooooow!!!!

Hahaha, i love my holidays though nothing wow-ing abt it!!

PS: I need MORE COLORS IN MY WARDROBE BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS!!! XD

2008-06-24T01:31:00.004+08:00

Bags & Commitments...

Did this on behalf of Fumiyo-chan's school project. She has this entrepreneurship project whereby students have to come up with interesting and unique proposals. So, Fumiyo-chan and her group decided to tackle the product, bags. They make it interesting and unique by calling it "Bag-It-Yourself" or B.Y.I.

This means that buyers can buy the bag they desire and with a special service, they can B.Y.I it. Buyers can have prints on the bag for example and then they will carry it out. Another unique way of creating this bags, according to them is to have 6 elements inlcuding, Earth, Fire, Water, Wind, Metal and Void.

So my job is to come up with bag designs and executing them. Aaah, had fun brainstorming the ideas that day ne Fumiyo-chan? Anyways, i did only 5 designs and out of the 5, i only like 3 of them~ so here ya go:

1st : Metal

2nd : Wind (Air)

3rd : Earth

Used Kohara chan to do this job and she's been such a dear~
Done in Photoshop CS2~

Looks like i have to do Sling Bags now since im done with Totes. But i'll see how, i have another commitment; The Beatles Concert.

I don't know who will be performing but i do know it will be held on 16th of August on the NDP float. 5 songs will be covered and now comes our tasks.

We are required to create motion graphics as the band performs. 2 of the songs are FULLY motion graphics while the rest will be a mixture of motion graphics and video. Groups have not yet been decided but hopefully it will when we attend the AE lesson hopefully this Wednesday.

2008-06-14T00:39:00.003+08:00

I am such an anime freak. Yet another good time to indulge myself in animes. Recently watched Shounen Onmyouji and finished the series today! I absolutely love the illustrations of Shounen Onmyouji. Here is one;

I am lazy to express my feelings with description but i simply just fell in love with it!

Lovely anime....aniways, i got bored so i watched Gossip Girl and i have no words to describe it...just....

yea....

Ouh, got my results! Wasn't disappointed but i dunno if my 1st sem grades pulled me down...[DAMN D!] So yea....whatever!

I wanna watch the Happening!! But what if its another failure of Shyamalan? Hmms...also, You Don't Mess with the Zohan! Hahaha, dat should be hil!

2008-06-06T11:58:00.002+08:00

Because i knew you were coming today, i sacrificed my sleeping time just so that i won't miss you when you come knocking on my door! :D

It was worth the wait! Gaaaaaaaaaah!! I CANNOT wait to strip you of your plastic wrapping! And i so cannot wait to feast my eyes on the Making of "DON'T U EVER STOP" as well as the full 8mins PV!

Now, if only my sissie is not working today! BUT its okay! Good things comes to those who wait! Cliche much? :D

Gaaah!! KAT-TUN! XD

Okay, i think i should have some shut eye for now...gotta be fresh for the boys!! Muahahaha*

PS: Fanah!! If you are reading i recommend this new japanese drama since ur bored! Watch Osen! It has Uchi Hiroki, ex-member of NewS! He's cuuute! XD

2008-06-02T03:12:00.002+08:00

I think I am okay now!

The blues are over!
Thank you for those who were willing to listen to me!!

n___n

2008-05-29T03:27:00.002+08:00

by chance! by chance...

what i read really devastate me...i didn't know how much love that person gave and how crushing it can be...the past and the present of that person, i dunno anything, dunno anything at all... yet, i am feeling this way...do i have the right?

ya allah! someone help me pleaaaase!

2008-05-28T22:55:00.006+08:00

Never gonna wash this right hand ever!!!!
(well, not until it needs to be washed la)

Today was Fine Arts Graduation Show and i gotta admit, both Diploma and Degree show was goood! Yea so to the point, i finally talked to him! Thank you Atiqa for forcing me! Greatly appreciate that and thanks nasuhahaha for forgetting that you promised to make sure i talked to him! XD

So happy and so proud of myself that i actually had the guts! So today is the last day that i will see him so i am glad that i will bear no regrets! I am definitely going to miss him...Gonna miss seeing him around coincidentally and gonna miss his voice, going to miss him so badly! Hahaha, i sound creepy....but im not, just my emotions, yes im an emotional person...XD
Oh wells~ whatever's not mine, let it be~

No regrets!
=]

Day 3 of missing you...

2008-05-28T00:39:00.002+08:00

it was meant to be a happy, perfect day but it didn't turn out to be so perfect after all...

Long story short:
By coincidence, i saw him and i was dumb. I should have just went for the ax and freaking smile at him. So then the 5 of us headed to Mr. Tea at SMU. Had loads of fun! We played Jenga and then Saboteur~ All's well and Ends Well, NOT~ When we left Mr Tea at 530, we headed to Plaza Sing to eat. Went down to Burger King, my wallet's not there~ DAMN!

The weirdest part:
1. Stayed at Mr Tea for 2 hrs [bag's always there where i can see, its secure cos we sat at the corner so glass panels were around us, no ONE could have picked it there and even if i left for the toilet, my frens were still there taking care of our belongings]
2. Left at 530, opened my bag to take out my shades although i don't feel anything from my bag dropping to the floor]
3. Walked to Plaza Sing and walked around there WITHOUT opening my bag

So,

How could it have gone missing?!

Anyways, i made a police report so even though i am devastated, there is really nothing i can do about it. Places i have been and places others have been, anyone and anyone could find it...so yea, im so disappointed in myself....

Who knows?

It may go to A Place Called Here~

from now on, these tiny words here are meant for you~
day 2 of missing you...whoever you are~

2008-05-27T01:03:00.001+08:00

Jogged!

Briefed!

Shopped!

Missing Someone.....
T___T

2008-05-25T03:54:00.009+08:00

Aaaaah, so many things happened!

23rd May 2008

It was daddy's birthday and i baked cookies! I swear, i was so exhausted after baking them! Maybe cos the day before, i slept at 5am, playing wahahaha, Kingdom Hearts II!

Looks good right?!

It tastes good too! It turned out to be soft and chewy Mudslide Cookie. Oh, Mudslide Cookie is the name of this cookie. Yummy!! Am so happy that day was very productive!

Oryte, so i just finished watching the 2nd Season of Ugly Betty and i must say, its GOOD! I want more! No news when Season 3 will air but i cannot wait!

Season 2 was definitely more funnier and bitchier than Season 1 and the casts were looking good! Betty has 2 guys in her life now. I love Henry but Gio seemed sweet. The ending was definitely a cliffhanger so i really am anticipating the next season!

I re-watched Azumanga Daioh [only the last few episodes] and fell in love with it all over again!
Its totally hilarious! Random situations and how they deal with it! My all time favourite character is definitely Osaka! Oh god! She is soo cute! She is the type who spaces out, love her Osaka accent and someone who lives in her own world!
Just look at her! So idiotic-ly cuuute! Okay, im going all anime now...haha~ Ouh yea, talking about Azumanga, his new creation, Yotsuba&! is equally hilarious if not more~ Volume 6 is STILL NOT OUT!! Why?!! ADV should really step up!

I miss Yotsuba....really, her randomness cracks you up!

Now moving on, FINALLY subs are out got Cartoon KAT-TUN! Thank you for your time and effort in subbing them!
Cartoon KAT-TUN Episode 58. Guest: Ayase Haruka [singer/actress]
This episode is as hilarious as the others. Truthfully, i think the hair and make up person for Ayase did a really bad job. I mean, Ayase is prettier than that definitely~ I prefer her when her hair is down and all~ Can't wait for the next episode where Ayase cooks Okonomiyaki for the boys!

Last but not least, i FINALLY changed the layout! Featuring my FAVOURITE CLANNAD character, Furukawa Nagisa! Definitely a must see anime! Its beautifully created and craetively plotted. Gotta get ready some tissues cos i will be needing them when the Special will be aired in time to come!

Have to return to school on Monday and Tuesday. For Monday, i am required to attend a project meeting? I've been shortlisted for a project [not sure of the details but it sounds fun! If its not, i will make it fun! XD] And for Tuesday, there is this attachment talk so definitely have to go!

Shall i go to the Fine Arts Graduation Show on Wednesday? Nasuhahaha!! If you are going, tell me okay?!

Oryte, now i have to go~ Aaaah, finally have the mood to blog! I am currently reading this book entitled, "Romantically Challenged", its hilarious and well, sorta for me cos i am as the title suggests! Wahahhahha~

n___n

PS: Ouh yea! How can i forget about Gokusen 3?! Hahaha, hm, its alright for me, the only reason i am watching it is cos of Haruma Miura~ Hm, Oh wells!

2008-05-23T04:09:00.003+08:00

Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock!

Several days have passed and what have i done for my holidays? Let me see, watch TV, play games, use the computer, sleep and go out if i have to. Sounds like fun? Yea it is fun but i got bored! It's that time of life again...after hectic months comes slacking days!

Oryte, to end this entry i present to you Hikari, Fumiyo's doll in which she plans to sell [only after a day of opening it]

Taken by me in my bedroom with only 1 spotlight. Her make-up is edited by me using Photoshop CS2 as well as the whole picture! Such a pretty doll, but pity, pity...

2008-05-11T04:02:00.002+08:00

1 more day left until the nightmare is over...

had an interesting talk with ra today...surprised to know he was there...heeheee, *gushes*
but again, whatever's not mine, let it be right? right!
so i hav to drop by school later, dunno if its gonna be open...we didnt follow the brief and now we hav to reburn our avp...how could we be so careless? is this the case of having group mates that couldn't care much for this project bcos of other commitments? well, except for nasuhahaha. no one to remind us what we were supposed to do?

nah, i think i just forgot the brief ever existed, so its no one else's fault except for mine~
but if marks were to be deducted bcos of that, its okay, let it be a lesson learn~

tired.exhausted.
nasuhahaha if ur reading this, i just want you to know that i knew something was wrong with you last thurs. You were sad, so u binged on food didn't you? sorry i just had to attend the graduation show even though you were obviously trying so hard to avoid it~

n___n

2008-05-07T05:30:00.001+08:00

死んで
I am officially "D.E.A.D."

2008-04-28T22:15:00.007+08:00

KAT-TUN'S "Don't U Ever Stop"

GAAAAAH!!!!!!!
FAN-GIRLISM INCOMING!!

Okay, lets admit it, the song style is very KAT-TUN-ish but damn its BLOODY GOOD! A danceable song!! The boys look HELLA GOOD! The dance moves HELLA AWESOME! All in all, KAT-TUN is just HELLA ROCKIN'!!

Junno is DAMN BLOODY CUTE la can?! I ADORE his new hairstyle! It suits him to the max! He is soooo cuuute! He has a weird personality though...lol! But i was practically gushing throughout the whole clip and controlling my fan-girl screaaams!

Ah~ Junno's probably the best dancer in KAT-TUN! I mean come on, he has very high energy and all his dance moves are sharp! Yes, that's right Kame, TWIRL~ TWIRL KAME TWIRL~ Yah-huh, keep twirling, thats your trademark isn't it?

Don't U ever stop boys! Wahahaha~ girls can be scary when they go all fan-girly ne? Fu fu fu~

And last but not least is a picture of my dearest friend, thank you for entertaining me! I told you i was going to upload the pic!!! =]

Hahaha, looking back at your old photo, i realised, you have changed ALOT! Grown prettier my dear! Last time, u have this short frizzy unkept messy hair and ugly glasses! LOL~ *Sniffles* My, how have you grown!

Wahahahah!
n___n

2008-04-22T23:37:00.003+08:00

TODAY!!!
See what your eye candy can do to you?

*SQUEALS*
*SQUEALS*
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*PURE HAPPINESS!*
Just for the moment~

fu fu fu~
n____n

2008-04-17T20:00:00.003+08:00

someone i can't have

people who know me will know who i am referring to. anyways, i feel so lethargic....just so freaking lazy to do my assessment project especially 3ds max. i freaking seriously have no idea how to go about starting my animation. its always this subject that throws me off but ironically i want to major in animation...oh god please, enlighten me!

this constant everyday struggle is eating me alive, i wish it'd stop

2008-04-09T20:48:00.003+08:00

In a way, i am just like you...Sometimes seeing things from a different perspective lets you know things that you aren't aware of or rather, forces you to acknowledge somethings that you painstakingly wish to avoid. What's worse is that i can actually relate to you.

Aah, it turns out i am not as good or awesome as i think i am and that everything that i have build up is a lie. This sucks.

=(

2008-04-06T01:03:00.003+08:00

I have beaten the game!!! The best installment of the Final Fantasy VII series definitely! Solid characterization, solid storyline, awesome battle system and awesomely beautiful graphics!

I cried a bunch and i still cannot forgive Cloud for being "hopeless." Zack didn't have to die. But then again, if he hadn't then Cloud wouldn't be the main character for the original Final Fantasy VII game now would he?

I still remember how desperate i was when this game was slated to be released in 2007... It was worth the wait and i enjoyed my journey with Zack throughout the game~ Gaaah~ Kinda makes you REALLY wonder what the HELL goes behind the scenes~ Amazing stuff!

Having said that, i am currently playing back the game. Re-live the experience again! Cos the game is just so amazingly awesome!

Ouh, not to forget the Soundtrack! Damn good!

Putting gaming aside, schoolwork is fine i guess? Kind of at a choppy state...gotta cleanse away the laziness! Gaaah~

And this is for the person out there, if you by chance read this blog. I just want you to know, whatever you are feeling, don't let it rise to the point where you hate yourself. If you don't want to be honest about your feelings, then anyone is free to interact with that person. I know you will say, "Yes, i know..." but seriously, know that there is a limitation to everything~

Just a friendly advice. You decide whether you want to take heed or not~
n___n

2008-03-27T20:49:00.005+08:00

Interestingly, after i signed out from hotmail, there's this advertisement banner that attracted my attention. Something about, Finding Your Right Match. What the quiz does is analyse your personality and if you'd like to continue, you can sign up and find your match. I'm just gonna stop at my personality though. Here goes:

You are a BUILDER / explorer

You are popular, trustworthy and dependable. People like you for many reasons; but among them you tend to be stable, loyal and caring and you have a wonderful knack for common sense.

You are a guardian. Your relationships with friends, kin and colleagues are important to you. So you spend time and energy developing and defending these social networks.

You are a good executive and manager. People almost instinctively feel you can supervise financial, business and social issues effectively. And because you are sensible and factual, you can.

You work hard. You like schedules. You are detail oriented. And you tend to respect traditions. So you bring strength and stability to your social and business environments.

Yet you admire people who are spontaneous and you enjoy new and different ideas and experiences, as long as they are not dangerous. Respectability and appropriateness are important to you. And you are capable of deep, solid friendships.

The purple texts are true, interestingly enough.

Your Major and Minor Personality Types

-Your major personality type = Builder
-Your minor personality type = Explorer

E -Explorer - 24%	N -Negotiator - 22%
B -Builder - 32%	D -Director - 22%

How your personality breaks out

Characteristics of all four personality types can be found within each of us, but there is almost always one personality type that is dominant. We call this the major personality type.

The Personality Profile also identifies your minor or secondary personality type. You exhibit some aspects of this personality type, though not to the same degree as with your major type.

Builder, 32%: Usually very popular. Deep attachment to home and family. Calm demeanor and low anxiety. Often consistent, loyal and protective.

Explorer, 24%: Known for high energy, high creativity and spontaneity. Seeks novelty, risk and pleasure. Intellectually curious and not easily swayed by opinion.

Negotiator, 22%: Excels at seeing the big picture, long-term planning and consensus building. An intuitive thinker who is flexible, verbal and socially skilled. Imaginative, empathetic and nurturing.

Director, 22%: Daring, original, direct and inventive. A non-conformist. Skilled at abstract thinking and short-term planning. Often assertive and quite competitive. Tough-minded and efficient.

Interesting. I love this kind of tests!
n___n

So if you have a chance encounter of this advertisement banner, click on it and try it! For the fun of it!

2008-03-22T21:45:00.007+08:00

More photos from the dinner courtesy of Ms. Lee

We have Eugene, Jimmy Yeo Jun Jie, Gavin, Jack and Jia Long!

James goofing around. That pose is another lame joke by none other than Jimmy himself, what else is new? Hahahaha~ You know its lame but you just can't help but just to go with the flow! I know how you feel James!

Hahaha~Okay, thats about it! Haaa, i love group photos!

2008-03-21T01:35:00.007+08:00

Worth it

First day of shooting started bumpy but as it progresses, it went smoothly. We were not really on time but we followed the schedule closely. Left halfway through but with the thought that we will finish what i scheduled today and it did! Super happy.

Our actors were very cooperative and they are surprisingly good actors. A bit awkward here and there but thats not a problem. It was fun assisting the director, rehearsing the actors. Kind of like a reminiscent of my ELDDS CCA days where we had dry runs and dress rehearsals to the completed play. But there is a difference, for drama/theatre, you really have to know ur lines by heart and noe all of them before the performance day. But for film production, u can memorise the script on the day we start to shoot. Yea...it was a good opportunity to bond even more...

Was contemplating whether or not to go for the dinner bcos of some sensitive reasoning, but i wanted to see James soo much after knowing he's coming. I really miss him to bit and pieces! I missed the boys but the thing was i didnt talk to them. I just don't feel the bond there anymore...like strangers but if, if time was not an issue, then it will take time for me and them to open up slowly. But it was good bcos i spent more time with the malay kids; Fitry, Arfah, Amirul, Su and Farhana....Xin ni was expected la, hahha~

I thought i was going to be damn late but guess what? We were the first to arrive and the ones responsible in reserving 20 seats. Waited for people to arrive from 645pm until 830pm and its only until then that we we can finally order food!! Was uber hungry!! Ordered my usual Fish and Chips and Sticky Chewy Chocolate... was so ready to fork out money for my share when suddenly Ms. Lee grabbed the bill and settled the payment. We were all like, O____O

Thank you soo much Ms. Lee for the food! And for suggesting this much needed meet up. Even though there were many who bueh-ed, they missed out on soo many stuffs!

Heehee, long stretch huh?

JAMES!!!! I MISSED YOU TO BITS & PIECES! So happy to see you and so happy to know that you are still the same old you that is sooo easy going and approachable! Hahaha! If you're an introvert, im telling you, the dinner will be a bore! Thanks for making conversation as it still is few years back! Things will never change....ur rain drops is still the same...LOL!

And AMIRUL!!! LOL! I thought you had matured la but god! You are still the same old you! Glad to know that as well!! Haha, but i think you did grow up la~ XD

Farhana is still the same, but looks definitely change, yes. Arfah is ever the same Arfah. Everyone maintained the them that i know and am familiar with few years back. Thanks for that! Ouh yea, we celebrated Arfah's bdae as well! We bought cake for her, hm, pictures with Ms. Lee though! Lets hope she updated her LJ soon so i can chwee her photos!! Wahahha!!

I am happy i set my feelings aside and just went for the dinner!! Hmm, the person i am going to miss most is....James! Yep, to tell you the truth, i was about to cry when he alighted at Yishun. LOL! I KNOW! Yishun, Sembawang, one stop only but he's busy with his work so even if we live near we will still be busied with stuff. Yea, definitely gonna miss you man~

Oritey~ That's all for today! 2nd day of shooting tmrw!
n_____n

Lets ROCK it!

2008-03-13T02:39:00.003+08:00

I am feeling very disheartened right now... maybe things are smooth sailing now and i may feel more lucky than the others but what's most important is what comes after that. Whether or not what i have achieved matters in my future. Whether or not i make something out of it. It was something out of desperation...the moment of time i felt like i didn't matter...it was just there at that time so i took advantage of it... but we'll see... in the meantime, i am just discouraged...

negativity negativity negativity...eargh, when will this thought die down?!

2008-03-09T17:12:00.002+08:00

So Enjoying!

So i accompanied Fumiyo chan to the Suntec IT fair yesterday and she bought her ext hd which she is currently not happy with and wants a refund....nevermind fumiyo chan, shit happens! So after that we headed to Marina Square for lunch and a little window shopping from me...sorry fumiyo you had to endure my "clothes craze."

And the fun only began when we went to Coffee Bean to just chill~ Didn't know Su was working but its a good thing he is. We took alot of photos...cam whoring before we part!

Finally a threesome photo like the old days! One more to come!!

n____n

*_______* Don't mind the cleavage!

How much i hated coffee...Hahaha~ though i had to pretend cos that's not coffee! That's pure chocolate! Wahaha~ Role play! LOL~

ESPriT!! Oh how i love this drink!!!

and finally....

Wheeee~ the more i look at this picture, the more i think we resemble each other....hm......
n__n

2008-03-08T02:12:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY

I think i have extremely zero [oh, i love this word] chance, i repeat, ZERO [oh, it gets better] chance of getting the MIT attachment to Boston, US. Its a rare opportunity and only those who are extremely talented or has potential will get it. The thing is i think for an art school, they only need 2 students and the presentation yesterday left me awed and speechless. So this is me you are talking about so again, zero [aaah~ love this word] chance...

The MIT attachment calls for selected students from all tertiary and universities here in Singapore. We have all the polytechnics students, the university students and the art school students battling out to attain this attachment so competition is pretty much high.

Being selected only in year 2 is surreal. In NAFA itself, we are battling against each other, what more with the year 3's and the degree students and the year 2's are pretty impressive as well.

Anyways, its alright~ I was elated i was selected for the first round but i know i do not have a chance. Zilch. Nuh-uh. Zero [oooh, this word again!] So i pretty much had low expectations. Its obvious they won't be calling me back for the 2nd round with the lecturers and the MDA people.

Its alright! I enjoyed the experience and boy now i know our MM cohort is extremely talented. Their works are impressive! I was practically smiling at myself and being awed [yes, with my mouth wide open] as i saw their show reels.

Well, hey look on the bright side, i got selected, i tried!
Even though they make me think i'm just a low level artist who won't go far in life...my confident level just drops drastically and i am having negative thoughts about what is it really that i am living for? Where am i going? What is my future? It scares me badly...i have no idea what i want to do in my life...

2008-03-01T00:17:00.008+08:00

Yet another fun-filled day! =]

29.02.2008

Thanks to Alex, there are a bunch of sinister looking group of guys and girls going around town and school all dressed in black. Gawd~ Imagine the few stares we received from the public. Whahaha, not everyone would bother but some surprisingly stared at us. The black-ers...

During the 3 hours break, we accompanied fanah to order a cake from Swensens for her dear mother's bdae and after that, due to my craving for japanese desserts, the girls accompanied me to ISETAN's supermarket. When we reached the japanese section, there was this stand where a lady was calling out something in japanese. So being curious, we went there and god! DANGO!!! DANGO!!! DANGO!! MAN! I've been craving it!

I bought 3 sticks, for me, and of course for my sisters! Then i bought Cocoa Pudding from Morinaga! GOODNESS! ITS DAMN DELICIOUS!! AND AND! Nasuhahaha bought a Chocolate Yoghurt Mochi and damn it! Damn nice la can?!! Fanah bought her cheap yet yummylicious MOW waffle ice cream!!

Cocoa Pudding! I will remember your soft, slick taste forever! You made my day! =]
Thanks girls for helping me satisfy this crazy selfish cravings of mine!

So we went back to school and we discussed the class t-shirt MM2D is going to design! We side tracked alot and laughed a whole bunch! In the end, no deisgn was decided! Only decided on it being a polo T, and it being black! hahahah!

After school, we decided to go for a tau huay break! I almost didn't go for it bcos i had to meet up with fumiyo chan but she was coming late so i had the chance to go! And it was as usual, chaotic and fun and crazy!

We make black look all the more sinister! Nice pose justin!!
Thanks for all the fun you guys! A class with only 4 girls...not bad at all huh? Hahahaha!

So after all the hoo ha with them, i thought i wouldn't laugh as hard anymore. But with Fumiyo chan i didn't expect myself to laugh even more harder!
Sorry for being a noob "doctor"! First time ma!! And i appreciate the time we had at coffee bean. Just chilling out and just updating each other on our lives. Thanks for your advices! And hoho, i will never forget the drawing we had..hehehehe!

And also how silly i am with moolah! Sorry sorry! Will not forget to pay u back what was extra in the first place!! XD
Thanks for the free drinks Su!! Love yea!!
*Muacks*

Oryte~ some work are left undone so imma gonna start work on it!
n___n

2008-02-27T22:31:00.004+08:00

I think even if its little by little, i can feel myself changing but not in terms of personality. I am still the same old me but somehow i am being myself more and am honest with my feelings both good and bad. Good because i tell people when i am happy with them and if they do something wrong, and that i am not satisfied with it, I'll confront them. Bad because my words will reach a point where i come across as "harsh" and maybe egoistical. The most important thing is that i learn from it and that being honest is by far the greatest policy in life. I'm guessing my 2008 resolution to be myself more did happen!

One of the rarest activity we did outside school
What we have now doesn't happen so fast
What we needed was time and adjustments
To feel comfortable with each other and slowly
Creating a bond, although tiny...

It feels so good to be this united
It feels great to laugh at all littlest unimportant things
So whatever the occasion and time, all this
Will never be forgotten
Even if it stays only as a memory
I am glad what happened, happened

2008-02-17T02:38:00.015+08:00

16th February 2008

Woohoo!! Finally the day arrived! Got to catch up with Fumiyo!! Hehe, told her all the juicy stuffs that's been happening on my side! Waha! This time round i didn't eat much sushi! I ordered more of the side orders but the price was still the same as the previous trip...

=___=

Not really before, but still, "Before..."
"and...After!"

Hm hm, lets see what i ate:
1. Potato Korokke
2. Takoyaki
3. Chicken cheesy something [too much made me wanna puke! not eating this anymore!]
4. Spicy Tuna Sushi
5. Ebiko Sushi
6. Octopus sushi
7. Inari Tuna Mayo sushi [oooh, im loving the sweet tofu wrap!]
8. 2 glasess of lemon tea [freaking cost me $4! wth?!]

Really not much right?! Nevermind! There will be a next time! Good food with good company! We had so much fun together, laughing and being lame! Haha! If only i uploaded the multi tasking Fumiyo! One hand peeling the Salmon Kamaage and the other stirring the green tea tea bag!

No matter what you do, as long as there is a camera at your point, you will stop to pose and look at the camera! AGREED?! Wahahahaha! Aww, you're wearing the dress i picked for you!!

Pssst! The guy beside us is cute right?! Wahahaha! But got girlfriend already i think.....*sadded*
After binging on food, we walked around town. Went to ISETAN's shopping mart and boy, i was awed! Overload with Japanese products! YEAH MAN! I bought red bean mochi....yummy!! There's milk pudding, custard pudding, meiji ice cream etc etc! Wahaha, beware cos i will raid this place during 3 hours break! If im not lazy! WAHAHAHA!

Then after that headed to Kino as usual and bought magazines! By the time, our feet were killing us but we were still strong enough to window shop!! Wahaha! I had fun la today basically! Though assignments are definitely pilling.....brrr.....

Anyways!! Below are pictures we took before the photoshoot during lesson [mentioned previous post] Camera whoring alert! Waha! Only 2! LOL!

Okay bye! =]

2008-02-15T20:47:00.004+08:00

Its nice to converse in a different language even if you make no sense...

14th February 2008
Wohoo! Had a date with a Japanese man! Wahaha! His name is Iwami Seiji! And he's so cute! I love his antics and he is really talented. He only started his drawing career or interest [cant remember] only at the age of 21! He's successful and has been touring different countries to promote his profession! He has his way with kids and is really dedicated with his work! The thing is, he cannot speak much of English but i am glad i know a bit of japanese.

Oh, did i mention he was from Osaka? So imagine how happy i was to hear a true Osaka with his accent! I did converse japanese with him. One of it and which was only towards the end was, "Ano, isshoni sashin de...?"

And he replied, "Ah!" And he keeps nodding.

So that is Iwami-sensei! A lecturer teaching character and animation in an Osaka Arts University! I love his Osaka accent! Hahaha! It was a rare day for me to converse japanese with an actual japanese! *smiles blissfully*

15th February 2008
Today was a fun fun fun but yet tiring tiring tiring day! Okay, i finally had some catching up with Su! We hadn't the time to interact, just hi and bye but i am glad today we did! Thanks to history class! It was really boring i might say, the lesson that is. But what happened before that was fun~ Talked to Su all the way from the train station to the CMS and talked abt how silly Fitry was with his friendster testimonial! Hahah!

But the most fun thing was what happened after that! We had a mass lecture with class 2B to learn about lighting! Both can be applied for photography photoshoot and audio visual production [film] shoot!

We learnt how to place the 3 light source, the key light, the fill light and the back light! So after the boring tutorial, we had hands on!! THAT WAS THE FUN PART! It was really fun! We took turns to take 2-3 photos each of you friend and vice versa! I got Alex to shoot me and he made fun of me!!! I was sooo ready, with poses and all and he keeps saying, "Smile ar! Okay now smile!" But he still hasnt click the shutter! Then he goes again, "Smile ar!"

LOL~ Damn you! I laughed so hard then he shot, and the result was my BIG and i mean BIG smile which isnt much of a pleasant sight! THANKS AR ALEX! LOL! Sorry Ronnie you had to be our victim of bullying! We didn't mean any harm! Its a good opportunity to bind don;t you think?! Wahahha!

Now i really understand why Multimedia [MM] is a course that was initially more expensive then VC...they purchased Digital SLR for us students to loan, purchased an expenisve camera for studio photoshoot [those kind like in jrock photoshoot eg, GazettE, alice nine. etc], purchased dolly, and video cameras...all for the purpose of shooting a film! Fun la can?!

I always thought VC was more fun than MM but now i think MM is hell lotta fun than VC! We have bigger studios to shoot, many facilities for it and its more interactive than VC. We have film, animation and interactive media design which is not easy i must say but the process is fun amidst all the sweat and sleepless nights! I won't envy VC anymore because in NAFA we are trained in all fields! Even in MM we learn Graphic Design [part of VC] so where's the loss?!

The photoshoot was really fun! Everyone got together and laughed at funny and silly images! Hahaha~ But our lesson continues....a short presentation for photography and that was it. Fun yet tiring day...i lost a day of sleep and i need to catch up on it....

FINALLY submitted my drawing storyboard! Now must do motion! Tracing time! Wohoo! Tough but i will try my best!

Ouh yea, after this whole tiring day and after i got to meet ***, i was happy yet feel so desperate...i wonder what he thinks of me now....i sometimes hate what i do just to make a person notice me and in the end, i backed out...whatever~ He can think whatever he want and as for me, i think anticipating each day hoping to bump into him is enough.

So then i decided to take the green line and accompany Fanah~ And on the way, we conversed in Japanese! It makes sense at some point and for words i don't know, i used malay or english! Lol~ we were talking so loudly and laughing in the train all the while conversing in Japanese! People were looking at us and must be wondering if we are really Japanese or wannabes?!!!

HAHA!

Fun, fun, fun yet tiring tiring tiring day....

I think i am not going to dwell on you and just let this feeling go because i know you are way too beyond my reach...

2008-02-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

5 days break!

I felt like i accomplished a lot during the 5 days break starting from Wednesday to Sunday! I did most of my work and amidst doing them, i side-tracked a lot and read mangas and watched my usual animes. How accomplished is that?! Very! Ahahaha, at least only to me! BUT! There are still so many assignments left undone, so yeah....not so accomplished 100%..wth?! I'm not making sense......

Nasuhahaha came over to my place last Friday and we did our Graphic Design project together. It was a real fruitful day. We managed to get some scenes done so yeah, ready to show Yuke~ Thanks for accompanying this lazy girl to the shop which is like only a block away~ And thanks to you, i got to see your lovely brothers~ So cuute la! *offs to wonderland*

Oryte! Back to reality...

Lately I've been losing my things. First, my hand phone's micro SD memory card reader, then my feet stockings, my beloved MUJI black pen...what's next?!
=_______=

Moving along...my dad kinda forced me to watch this SURIA's documentary which was on at 9pm just now and i'm glad i sat down to watch it. It's almost like a deja vu because the plight of the girl is similar to a dear friend of mine....too bad her dad didn't tune in...boo!

In conclusion, this has been an EXTREMELY RANDOM blog post!

2008-02-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

NAFA Open House 2008

31st January 2008
[1st day]

What a crappy morning! I seriously hated the system. The new event planners. I hated them. So messed up! I had my duty which was at 3pm so until then, i pretty much slacked~ HOWEVER, everything changed when Canberra Sec arrived.
I guided them along the tour. Surprisingly some of the students recognized me! They were much much more fun than last year's. And the teacher is so cute la~ So energetic when she heard her ex-lect's voice in the skylight studio. Turns out she was an ex-NAFA student! I enjoyed day one more than i thought.

1st February 2008
[2nd day]

I guided this walk in couple. I think i was a bad tour guide, at least only to them. It was in the morning and i havent had my energy yet so, sorry~ I was dutied to guide Siglap Sec today with Natalia, Naomi & Gayle. I left most of the work to Gayle since she's very enthusiastic and glib with her tongue. AND, thanks to her, i got to enter the printmaking workshop for the first time and *gasps* he's there! He's there! He's there!
Bliss~
I wasnt as tired as the day before but its a still a good day. Well, partly cos i got to see him~

2nd February 2008
[Last day]

Today was a bomb! I really really really had fun today. Not much duty so i attended to the walk-ins. First walk in really made my day. She came to NAFA, knowing exactly what she wants and knows what questions to ask. I think i did a good job. But i was so blur with them. Skylight Studio was in wing B. We were at Wing A after the gallery visit, then i suggested we go to the Skylight Studio and took the Wing A lift all the way to the 6th floor. When the lift door opened, i was shocked to the see the library! *bangs herself*

Luckily Haja was there and i asked him if the printmaking workshop is open to visitors. And....*gasps* HE WAS ON DUTY!!! I was soo nervouse to enter but i did and he took over. He explained to my guests what printmaking is about and even go to the extent of telling them what they will do in their first year etc. He took my job and i must say, he did a much pretty job then me...well, he is a senior after all~ He was soooo cute! I love his husky voice~

2nd walk in was boring. The guy is interested in MM only... =___=...so i had only one place to show him, which is CMS...then he wanted to enquire more abt the other courses so i left him at the counselling area. Done!

3rd walk in. Hoho, it was my sister and Siti~ Lol~ both of you are soo sacarstic can? I told them to pretend to be interested in printmaking bcos i wanted an excuse to go there you see~ And....*gasps* he's still on duty!! LOL! I get to see him again! *floats in bliss*

This time his energy is already low. He didn't talk much. Sighs* So after touring Campus one of NAFA, i realised Siti is pretty much interested in NAFA now...she likes fine art, printmaking, jewellery design, i think MM and VC stuff too~ Haha~

Then i dumped them, to go visit LaSelle. Haha~ I really adore the interior of LaSelle. So pretty and unique. But sadly, its not as lively as i thought it'd be~ It was a hilarious trip by the way and we went in with our NAFA t-shirt so imagine the stares. We go there to greet our neighbors okay?

A fun and lively time after that. We greeted visitors with great enthusiasm, and bid them farewell with great enthusiasm. I really had more fun this year. The event planners arent as fun but a bond was created. Everyone is so warm and helpful and worked well together~

Really an unforgettable Open House...

As everyone was smiling, including me, i couldn't help but play the image that was in front of me to disappear like a film reel...today, yesterday and the day before will all be mere memories that will never replay....but its essence will always be there~

2008-01-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

a day of sheer happiness and bliss~

Haaa, after so long, we met up! Fumiyo and I~Lol~ looks like my early bird self has returned! Not really but anyways, i missed her so much and even if she alighted at YCK, leaving me behind, [sadded] the short time spent was much needed!

Ouh yea, i do not know if its me and my hallucinations, but while waiting for Fumiyo, i was sms-ing her and of course, my bell strap will ring. [I purposely shake it so hard cos the sound is love] Yea, so after i put away my phone, after a while, i heard sounds of a bell. I scanned the area for the source but i couldn't locate it. So that was fine but the thing is, after a few while more there goes the sound again. I tried shaking my bag to give off my bell sound but its very soft. Weird...it was definitely odd.

So we had ms lye's lesson and that was the start of a wonderful day. I sat with Ronnie, L, Yan Xiang and then Ou Yang came over and we just chatted, laughed and found out they play gun bound too, like lol? That game was like ancient! And then we got locked in class cos the door wouldnt open. That was just plain hilarious. The guys were like molesting the door trying to find the cause and hope to solve it. So amidst the chaos, i think Ou Yang suggested jumping off from the 3rd floor...Alex just wants his daily dose of DOTA~ Hahaa, and who could forget Yan Xiang's monotonous, "Let me Out..."

Yep and things just flow magically from then on. We had our AVP discussin at the canteen whilst fanah's grp [her, L, ronnie, yx, and jt] had theirs in the library. That was when i got to know the 2 older guys in class more. They are so not what they seem to be. We headed off to the library to start working on our script and Alex traded us for his DOTA. As usual, noise doesn't seem to be in our dictionary when we discussed in the library. We had tons of laughter even though its pretty obvious we all were exhausted. And then Ou Yang stated talking about having coffee t TCC and what do you know, we all left for TCC and had our tea break.
Another round of laughter and getting to know the guys better. Ronnie and Fanah couldnt stop getting on each others nerves, in a good way. Acting like a married couple. LOL~ Hilarious. Just when you thought the laughing has died out, it happened again when we returned back to the library to continue our work. So after we finished our plot and finalising each scene, the boy suggested eating tau huay.

And oh my god, oh my god, thats the point of time i saw him. Like, what could b better than that?! I was very lucky. Everything just flows...

I didn't want to go for the tau huay eating spree [LOL?] cos i wasn't in the mood for it but i didnt want the magic to end so i tagged along. On the way, we laughed a whole bunch again. [L, Nasuhahaha, Ronnie and me] Oh yeah, i think i kind of understand jt a bit, but i maybe wrong. He usually doesnt do what he says. He always does the opposite.

Yep, so during the time we were eating, we started talking about the old NAFA building and somehow the whole conversation switched to our secondary school life. Ronnie was in NCC Land, Nasuahahaha and L was from Band. And jt's sec school has no more express stream. How Ronnie pronounced LaSelle as LaZelle and how jt corrected him. ALL THAT, man i wish time would stop. It was really fun~

So we got separated, those who were with me were OY, L and Ronnie and i got to know more about Ronnie cos he keep asking me questions abt what i take in sec school, art or what? Asked me where i learn my chinese and all. Lol~ Well, at least i noe he knows how to cook~ Like exchanging infos.

Then we all said our good byes. I am writing this entry in detail because i don't want to forget about this. I want to be able to read back and remember this day~ This magical, enchanted day that doesn't happen everyday~ I really had fun. Maybe the guys think its normal but this was a special day for me. A day that i could never forget.

I had a bad year 1 first sem time, and i really mean bad but i am so glad that was over and i have what i have now. I am not going to be selfish and complacent. I am not going to wish we will stay like this forever cos that will never happen, people move on, people change. I know a day like this wouldnt come often so this day will always be etched in my memory and heart.

Getting emotional but yea, i love every moment spent today and i am not shy to brag about it~
Hahahaha~

So then, on the way home, in the train, i was smsing fanah and nasuhahaha, again, my bell shook. After a few while, i heard the sound of bell again. I looked around but no luck. It couldn't have been my phone and the sound is too crsytal clear to be a hallucination. But oh wells, somehow i have this feeling, that today was a lucky day~

I wouldn't dare to even think so much but i felt eyes on me and just as our eyes met, you turned away. I became warm...

2008-01-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

What Nur Azimah means...

I just went to nasuhahaha's blog and saw that she did a test on what her name really mean, so i did one my own~ I only take parts that are true cos the name, "nur azimah" is soo freakin' common!

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
This part is extremely true...i always remember the last time i went overboard in interpreting signs cos it always happens without fail!

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.
Haha! Hmm, well...true to a certain extent....but about the peacemaker, yeah, i am...

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
I cannot emphasise how TRUE this really is! I mean, look at my manga, i have all this drive at the start but then the fire just disappear and it ended up incomplete! Even a painting that i am working on in Photoshop, it has not been completed since even though i was all out in the beginning!

Hahaha, finally something to blog about....man, i am slacking alot...not good....too many things to do, don't know which to start so i ended up stop thinking about it...well, we'll see how it goes..tonight might be one sleepless night for me, yet again...

2008-01-18T20:30:00.000+08:00

Week 1 - the start

Pretty much a laid back week considering its only the first week of school and all~ But still, we have not been spared of the projects that awaits us! I try to have fun as i go along but at the same time, taking to importance the skills that will be picked up as we move along~

My brain's fried! Been sleeping late, been coming to school like "barely-barely" made it on time...sheesh, i wonder what happened to the early bird that i was last year! Haha~ The class is pretty much the same although........yea, a mystery huh? Haha! Whatever, i'm just going to enter class, participate, do my work and when its over, i'll leave. No interaction at all...

LOL! As if i could live doing that?! Interaction is like vital to me! LOL~ So i am going to be involved in the school's Open house though i am not so sure if i am going to go for the briefing a.k.a leadership camp....sheesh~ shall i go? and meet the first years? hmms hmms.....

Whatever! Que Sera Sera~

2008-01-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

The bliss of having to be loved and loved

2008-01-12T02:49:00.000+08:00

♪♪ Hitoshirezu, (人知れず) My heart's a battleground ♪♪

I am officially crazy about Kingdom Hearts II...
That's my phone's wallie....One of the OST in disc 1 is my ringtone....another OST entitled SORA is my message alert tone... in other words, i have a Kingdom Hearts II Theme going on~ Hoorah!

Okay enough about that; anyways, i received my timetable and i must say i am speechless...
Unexpected lecturers and i hope i can cope in animation since my classmate was saying she can't even speak english. She will only give tutorial....oh i want you back our previous animation lect!!! T__T

I am happy for that one particular subject that the lecturer's been changed...happy but not so happy about who's taking us over...BUMMER BIG TIME!

AND, i haven't slept a wink yesterday....stayed up all morning to complete KH II! Am so proud i trained well and watched the secret ending after all the hard work! Managed to sleep for about an hour or so and Su just had to see me in my worse state EVER! Sorry Su...u had to witness an ugly, hideous side of me~ You must be SHOCKED right? LOL~

Okay~ Today's outing day for me and Fumiyo~ Gonna shop for her CNY dress and i am gonna shop for school stuff! Gotta catch up with that lost sleeeep~

Night people!

♪♪ School's starting soon!! Yea!! ♪♪

2008-01-04T07:42:00.000+08:00

Its early in the morning yet i still haven't slept...

This book kept me awake and would not allow me to sleep...It deeply moved me, i was engrossed, page after page made me want to read on, made me want to know what will happen next and of course the end.

Daniel Isn't Talking by Marti Leimbach is a terrific book. Melanie Marsh is an American living in London. She is married to Stephen, the perfect Englishman - who knew the moment he saw her that she was his future. But when their youngest child is diagnosed with autism their marriage unravels at speed. Stephen runs back to an old girlfriend while Melanie struggles to help her son. Then Melanie hears about a man named Andy O'Connor who calls himself a 'play therapist'. Despite his lengthy client list, she is sceptical. But when he walks into the house and starts playing with Daniel it changes everything... from Harper Perennial

It is definitely a work of fiction but its loosely based on the author's life; Marti Leimbach's son was diagnosed with autism. This book is engaging and i would recommend it to others. If you want to have a read of the book, let me know!
n__n

Writing makes me think back on my secondary school years. I was told i wrote good compositions/stories and that if i were to continue, I'd eventually be better than i was. But i didn't. Somehow the end of sec school means the end for what you have learned, sadly. I could pursue it yes but where do i start, i do not know.

Back then, from sec 4 onwards did i start to appreciate books. I didn't read for the sake of reading, i read because i loved it. Though i am very picky. I love books that has romance in it but not in a humorous way, as in everything is like all love and love. I love romance stories with a tinge of reality, sadness & pain.

I love Night World but i hate other vampire stories. That's because, Night World created such realistic view and such convincing views of vampires that i will scorn at other stories that attempted to portray vampires in love in an urban city and all the unrealistic way they can create of vampires... Sure they are unique but hell, no one creates a better vision of vampires than Night World does...See how picky i am?

Oh how i do miss writing...not sure if i lost my talent, but now lets just stick to reading good novels.... I hope there will be more interesting upcoming novels.... Just so that my love for reading won't die out anytime soon!

Shiat, this pair of eyes of mine just doesn't feel the heaviness that would lead me to sleep yet.....Oh wells~

2008-01-01T03:24:00.000+08:00

明けましておめでとうございます。

It's a new year! But i won't be making new year's resolutions! HA!
You see, i am the type who lists but forgets! Sometimes things that are unplanned happens and things that are planned doesn't! However for this year, there's only one resolution that will be deemed challenging yet tough and should be 99.99% successful for me and that, is to be what i truly am.

I rather it be vague because it can mean a lot of things, depending on each scenario. So there we have it! Simple & Clean!

2007-12-28T03:51:00.000+08:00

Hoho! I'm so loving my holidays!

Went back to my manga to anime junkie mode! I am so in love with this 2 mangas that's currently being serialised in 2 of Japan's Manga Magazine! [Kinda like Ribon, Hanayume, COOKIE etc]
Okay, so the first manga that got me hooked was...

Koukou Debut! [a.k.a High School Debut]
Haruna has dedicated her middle school years playing softball and thus made it her goal to dedicate her high school years finding a boyfriend! However, she has "blossomed" too late and knows nuts about dating & style! So one day she met Yoh and just knew he had to be her "coach" since he's known to make unknown girls popular!

Sounds cliche? Lol~ then you're wrong! It surpasses cliche! Its a totally new approach to typical romance stories! It will get you addicted! Ooh, can't wait for more of this!

So up next is...

Hoshi wa Utau [a.k.a Twinkle Stars]

Hmm, this story is a little bit complicated...It doesn't reveal much of the protagonists past yet but its slowly progressing! From the same creator that brought you "Fruits Basket", you will definitely be in for a treat! Its light-humoured but at the same time, dark and sad and of course it is a romance manga! Currently only at its 11th Chapter and i can't wait for more!

Well, for animes, its a matter of watching new episodes of the series that i am following~ Yep, that's about it!

Somehow reading mangas makes me feel like i want to live my live the way i want it to... Not afraid of the stares the people give and not caring at all what they are thinking... But i wonder.... is it all too late?

2007-12-24T03:29:00.000+08:00

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　　　　の
　　　　世
　　　　界
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Something random i suppose~
Anyways, this week was fun! Did a much needed shopping with my loved ones. My eldest sis, my mom and even my dad! Last Friday, Kasilies [a nick for my eldest sis] and i went to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks and i enjoyed it so much! Funny, cute and definitely worth the money!

Then after that we went over to The HEEREN and we bought HEROES DVD Season 1 boxset and Kingdom Hearts II soundtrack! And then we headed to Taka to get the red socks that i wanted so badly! Ah~ before that we went to Kino to get an English novel and then proceeded to the manga section to get Someday's Dreamers: Spellbound. Both are a good read!

And then on Sunday, everyone in the family except Alai and Yayi, went to Wak Kimi's son's wedding banquet! The food was....a disappointment~ Sadly....so after that we decided to buy a house phone at Best Denki, Junction8. The Ice Lemon Tee outlet there has this cute half jacket that is a must have for me! Been searching for one for ages! So bought it! Haha~ My dad bought an ADIDAS [Liverpool] Jersey at Royal Sporting House courtesy of Kasilies!

And then my mom suggested to my sis to buy a skincare product at Lustre over at Novena. So after much consideration, we went there [yes, with our baju kurung] and surprisingly, my dad didn't mind tagging along~ Window shopped there! Saw loads of cute clothes that i might buy one day...don't know if they have size for me...sadded* And then Kasilies found a pretty black heeled shoe over at BATA and she bought it!

And then we headed home! Was a fun week~ Got my results too~ Practically alphabets A,B,C & D are present! Was disappointed but will work hard next semester!

2007-12-10T03:05:00.000+08:00

Hitomi...
Iyaa~ Finally i put Kohara-chan to good use! After so long, i began to meddle with my tablet and created this! [with the help of the tutorial of course] It's a little rough around the edges and looks amateurish but it can be improved!

I really had trouble understanding the smudge tool. Didnt really know how to properly smudge it so that it will look blended like the tutorial..sheesh~ But it can be improved! Depends on whether anot i'm not lazy~

Gawrsh~ Addicted to Kingdom Hearts II....even the "gawrsh" is from Goofy~ Donald is just so cute with his, "I GOT IT!" I want to finish the game!! T___T

random note: alice nine.'s "Kousai" is just pure beautiful~

2007-12-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

♪ Shopping ooh-la-la ♪

Hoho, today did some satisfying shopping with my mum~ Thanks for today mummy!!!
Bought a nice pair of jeans...my mom knew ive been needing one so yep, finally the size i wanted is available! Bought two uber simple black top but i like it~

And then bought a handphone pouch and a new wallet~ Been needing one cos the one i currently am using is torn and tattered here and there. And FINALLY like FINALLY bought what is a necessity for both genders~

Yep! Hm, lazy to take photos then upload la so only words~
n___n

2007-12-06T13:57:00.000+08:00

ALPHA
It's here! It's here! It's hereeeeeeee!
My album finally arrived!!! Jumped out of bed when my sis told me my "big package" has arrived! Kyaaaa~ Received a free but GORGEOUS poster!! My goodness~

I LOVE THIS ALBUM TO BITS & PIECES!

Gaaaaah!!!!! All the songs are lovely and man, i just love this album! 9th Revolver is damn awesome, Kousai is beautiful, Cosmic World is great, -DICE- is heavy rock but its still nice to the ears! I could just go on and on and on about this album because i love it to bits & pieces! [Oh, i said that alrdy, damn...]

Apart from the awesome tracks, the packaging is awesome as well! Good quality paper...Great photos. I wish i could share with you some of their photos but i so don't want to bend my booklet~ Too precious~

Okay~ Offs to my alice nine. wonderland*
*Sing Shou SING!*

2007-12-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

9th Revolver...

Why that title? LOL~
Its a track from alice nine.s latest album ALPHA that i'm crazy with! I have not heard the whole song, only the preview but i adore it to bits & pieces~ LOVES~

5cm per second
I was so happy i watched this animation over at the National Museum of Singapore, in conjunction with Animation Nation 2007. Thanks nasuhahaha for the company even though you're new to animes~

5cm per second, an animation that sent me crying because of the tragic twist at the end. The movie is named 5cm per second for the speed at which cherry blossom petals fall. Petals being a metaphorical representation of humans, reminiscent of the slowness of life and how people often start together but slowly drift into their separate ways.

Funny how devoted guys can be, in this movie at least. I told nasuhahaha that the girl was cruel but she told me that's life. I guess its true. Tono and Akari maybe be childhood friends but because of their parents move, they were separated. It wasnt until junior high that they met yet again. They tightened their bond but because of Tono's move again, they got separated and as years go by, Tono has never once forgot abt Akari and believed in his heart that he and Akari might one day just be together again.

As the distance between them grows even larger, and as they both became adults, Tono's life as compared to Akari was mundane. Tono's life as i see, seemed repetitive and it looked like he has no life. Then came the twist, Akari has moved on and is getting married. They both bumped into each other at the railway track but the only one who turned back to look was Tono. The only one. The other indiviudal was Akari, she did turn but trains drove pass them but she didnt wait....she walked on...

And that was when i cried even more. All this while the guy waited and waited but Akari has moved on. Cruel but that is life. The theme song, "One more Time, One more Chance" fits the animation and it made me teared even more. It was a beautiful movie with breathtaking graphics.

That is just one of them. Throughout the movie, the graphics were extremely beautiful. Though character designs are simple, it was okay~ 5cm per second...a movie that will always be etched in my mind~

Alright~ So a day after our movie date was our NCPC presentation!
We were the only group wearing matching clothes and so formal. LOL! We got 2nd and that's enough to make us proud of what we did! Worth the $$$ we spent on printing. Its a really good experience. Presenting in front of major clients, it was nerve wrecking waiting but it was pretty alright when we went in. I even had the time to chwee this cute representative from NCPC in the Creative Media STUDIO. HE WAS CUTE! The girls didn't notice but i did! Lol~ while the judges were giving comments, i rounded the place and thats when i noticed him.

LOL!

I know...Though i didn't stay for the results. I went to meet my sister to watch "ENCHANTED" and do some shopping. My goodness, ENCHANTED is super nice~ Lovely songs, lovely casts and funny scripts. It was all worth it! Hahaha~ Edward is just hilarious~

After that we did some shopping! Usually i am the one who uses up my sister's pay to get what i want but this time around i didn't. Hmm...shopping was somehow boring~ but FOOD was great! We went to Breeks and i got my Bibimbap and it was delish!

So now i'm free until next year. Nasuhahaha and i planned to join this activity. Its called Abs, Buns & Thighs. $65 for 12 sessions. I hope Nasuhahaha remembers to enquire more about this!

Yep! And now, i wait. Wait for my album to arrive on our doorstep!

2007-11-27T01:26:00.001+08:00

Tired. Exhausted.

Monday was such a bitch. I was soaked due to the rain. Things just got worse when we sent our logo stuffs for printing. Colors didn't turn out right. We practically went to every printing shop there was in Sunshine Plaza, even went all the way down to the printing shop near LaSalle.

Got so desperate we emailed and rang our lecturer who is an expert in printing related matters and freehand. Im so going to prepare myself when i see him next year. He's going to lecture me and point out my mistake...brr~

We practically were stressed out cos the color sucked~ Didn't turn out right....BUT! L helped us. He taught me how to export to pdf, brought it to psd and then changing the resolution sizes as well as manipulating the levels to get the color that i want. And we got it! Ready to be printed tomorrow~ Hopefully, all goes well....AMIN~

2007-11-24T14:15:00.000+08:00

I'm just so glad our Logo Design got short listed but damn...

I'm already on my holiday mode and suddenly to switch back on to school mode really sux!

It's like re-submission but in a good kind of way~

2007-11-22T00:50:00.000+08:00

ai sang her heart out today!
n____n

2007-11-21T02:42:00.001+08:00

Outdated photos but finally up!

The sky at its natural~ Taken on 13.11.07~ 2 days before the seal off date~ Was waiting for my Hara to finish rendering~ Disturbing Nasuhahaha and then thats when i saw the sky~ Wow....skies after a rainy day is really gorgeous ne? And a photo of the 3 of us below, but forgot when it was taken!

Hmm, when did i ever like my photos being taken? When i feel purty! Yea yea~~ Wahahahaha~

Ah~ who could ever forget this day~ The day where i chwee-ed nasuhahaha's group do Visual Studies shooting~ Had to work with the chinese people and erm, lets just say its not exactly a pleasant experience~ But despite the hoo ha, who could ever say no to cam whoring? Hm, i noe the answer! nasuhahaha!

Alright! So this day, 20.11.07!

20th November was our presentation day~ We did a last minute dry run at the com lab and as usual, me being the constant side tracker, joined in when nasuhahaha was cam whoring~

Sorry fanahnahnah~ we promise we wont do it again~ LOL! Alright, i think its around this time that my sis sms-ed me to inform me that my alice nine. TSUBASA single package has arrived!!! Gawd, i was soo damn bloody excited and couldn't wait to go home! Happinesss*

So after receiving this good news, my good luck streak seeps in~

Nerves was wrecking before the presentation but as usual, we did good~ In fact, we rocked! For Graphic Design [GD], i think i spoke too fast but despite that, was really disappointed when one of the lect asked us to skip our colors section~ I mean, its not like we added the CMYK codings etc, we only wanted to tell them why we chose blue, thats all~ Lucky i backed this up if not, crucial info would be lost!

Lecturers was pretty pissed with one of the Visual Studies group~ So it really made me worry because the quality of our work isn't that good as well~ But, surprise surprise, we rocked! So VS presentation was a breeze as well!

Then comes the individual presentation~ Hm, pretty disappointed with one lect but wont mention names~ Other than that, my 1st scene of my Drawing and my sketch was taken by the lecturer, my desktop publishing research book was kept by them too~ Animation wasnt given back bcos i think they need to mark it carefully~ Yea yea~ Presentation was really smooth sailing~ Though we were lectured after that~ Haiz haiz~ But its okay! We will be stronger!

Then, i was being invited by nasuhahaha to watch this movie entitled, "The Kingdom." She had 2 free tickets to the movie. I was reluctant at first because it is something i wouldnt normally watch but boy was i wrong~ The movie was AWESOME! I really cried, cos im a sucker for this kind of war plots~ Confirm got death and if there is a sad scene, i will crack and just cry~
Thanks to that i earned the title of "crybaby" from nasuhahaha~ THANKS EH! sheesh~

So thats another good thing that happened to me~ Ah~ another surprise was waiting for me at home as well~

So when i reached home & as i was unpacking my alice nine. CD package, my mom gave me the phone that i wanted oh so badly!!!! The new Sony Ericsson W910i Walkman Phone! She surprised me! At first she lied saying theres no more red, so damn, i was so bloody sad~ THEN! She took out the RED PHONE and gawd, i was like shrieking!!!

Thanks to my dad for being a loyal supporter of StarHub because due to that, he got a $200 voucher!!! Which means, new phone! Man, i seriously am grateful to my dad. I mean, he could use the voucher for something that he may need but he sacrificed and bought the phone for me.....love is all about sacrificing huh? Thank you so very much daddy! =]

Okaaay~ Lets sing our heart out okay FARHANAHNAHNAH?!!
XD

2007-11-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

Kyou wa tanoshii katta desu!

Oritey~ First things first, today was our submission day! Everything has to be sealed up! No glitches~ well, maybe for one but we managed to solve it right away! alhamdulillah~ So after the whole submission, nasuhahaha, fanahnahnah and me sat outside the CMS and wasted time~ LOL!

Okay, so after all that, me and fanahnahnah went to the pc lab while waiting for Fumiyo-chan to arrive! Yea yea~

Oritey!! It was my first time there and i like it! The food is great, the ambience is lovely but most important of all, we caught up with each other ne Fumiyo-chan? =]

Nice face Fumiyo-chan!! Wahahaha!!

Tempura Ice Cream as recommended by Fumiyo-chan! Maa, this is really delicious! I am so in love with it! Tempura means fried flour, so it somehow tastes like ice cream with a bread but this is crispier and much more tasteful!

Natto Sushi!
Goodness me, now i seriously seriously know why some Japanese hate Natto...you wanna know why? Cos first of all it STINKS! Second of all, its like im eating something ROTTEN! Its seriously that bad! Its a good thing i only sampled LITTLE of it...cos i smelt it first and it stinks rotten! I thought the taste might be different but bluek~ Its disgusting! Gomen ne Fumiyo-chan! You had to eat one piece of the Natto Sushi! >____<

It was really a fun experience! I ate alot of japanese cuisine and boy, i feel like going there again! Soon soon ne, Fumiyo-chan?

So after lunch, we went to Taka, as usual to Kino~ I bought a novel, like finally, The Time Traveller's Wife." Wanted a japanese translated book but changed the idea! And then went to Cotton On and me and Fumiyo-chan bought this similar cute top! She was soo worried her mom wont like it but her moms like it anyways! Even asked her why she didnt buy more! Hahahha~

So, Fumiyo-chan, one day when we go out together again, lets wear the same top ne?!
I really had fun today! Thank you for being a good company even though i was like dying!
Thanks so much! Going to miss you lots lots!!

n____n

2007-11-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

I want this now....

The new Sony Ericsson W910i Walkman Phone...First of all, its red and second of all, its a slide up, been wanting one...and third of all, it has alot of cool functions! It's going to be pricey...damn! I think i can only stare at this phone at the display window pane....

Aaaanyways, my seal off date is tomorrow and i am done with all my work~ Can relax but there's just somethings that are not done yet, like burning CDs...

This week was pretty tiring but along the way i had some fun~ Like going to nasuhahaha's house to do work. Met her brothers and sister. I told nasuhahaha that i like her siblings but if i were to live with them for so many years, i will be irritated, just like her.

Then there's nasuhahaha's Visual Studies shoot. I finally cracked and decided to help them, see them so stressed up about this made me stressed up too~ But we had fun...went over to nasuhahaha's grandparents place. I totally adore her grandparents~ They are just soo adorable. Thanks for the place and thanks for the food! =]

Orite! Tmrw will also be my trip to eating Sushi!!! Waaai~ Otanoshimini da naaa~
Haik haik~

How long is it going to take for me to find the thing that has been missing in all the years i have been living.....

2007-11-09T01:32:00.000+08:00

at Coffee Bean...

So nasuhahaha decided to meet up with me at sembawang's coffee bean and help each other out with 3ds max! Su was there and thanks to him, we got to enjoy freebies! Below's the list of the free food we got to eat;

1. Egg Sandwich [cant remember but it was good]
2. nasuhahaha's Caramel Frappucino
3. Spicy Tuna Pasta
4. My Sunrise [mucho mango's out of stock..sadded!]
5. Chicago Cheesecake

On top of that, i ate cheeseballs and black pepper balls bought at Cavana...yummylicious! But these are the ingredients that makes you run to the toilet~ Yea Yea~~

nasuhahaha's "crazy" mode was switched on~

I want sushi and STILL WANT SUSHI! Going to meet up with nasuhahaha and maybe fanahnahnah to buy sushi over at Carrefour~ And i so can't wait for my first trip to Sakae Sushi with Fumiyo-chan on 16th Nov!! Can't wait!!

=]

3ds max is effing killing me! Dammit~

2007-11-07T01:36:00.000+08:00

hahaha! Taken during Drawing class! No lecturer, practically just wasting time there so since i brought my video camera for VS shooting for the later part of the day, i decided to take videos of my class's goofiness!

It's too bad most of the boys weren't there. But we get to see fanah's "abang"....Shady eh? Hahaha~ on purpose leh i asked u to repeat! And wang lin's "Watashi wa sexy" LOL!!! And Stooky's "I'm called hamsem"

LOL! Its handsome my dear! Hahaha~ Very memorable...ouh yea, pictures now! Me and Fanah goofed around with her scarf! XD

Fanah look so arabian-ish~ And why the hell do i look shocked? XD

Niece Ed! Thats my front view by the way~ LOL!

It was a day of fun and tiring too! Our VS shooting started at 8pm and ended at 1030pm! So late! Reached home at 12midnight...woah....the shooting was okay! Got to meet cute Shayanne and her Mei Mei!!! Hahaha~ thanks actors and actresses! You've been a great help!

Lets rock this out!
XD

2007-11-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

I gather the fragments of your dream, it's something I can do for you....
Because someday, I'll rekindle the light in your heart that had started disappearing....
I'll be there...

*Melts & faints if someone really said that too me~ XD
Good lyrics there as usual Shou! =]

Alright so today was the "one-on-one" session with Jack with our Research Book mock up! Really a hectic day! Out de box was really packed but luckily all i wanted was to re-print the cover page and the content page...man, really hectic, alot had last minute printing so i magine how packed the printing shop was!

And how silly can fanah's "abang" get? For 2 hours he stood there looking at people print and then he realised he had one section missing, "Typography." So, typical typical, he got kancheong and was all panicky...lol~ So i decided to let him use Kagura [my laptop's name btw] till he finished his complete mock up.

I think some people won't be that kind and i hope my dad doesn't know about this! He'll kill me if he knows! He will go, "Aren't u afraid your friend will spoil your laptop? If spoil how?"

Typical typical~

All's well that ends well~ He managed to print out his work with binding and all~ Good good, my Kagura was really helpful to you! And i was telling fanah how scared i was of her abang's sincerity! LOL! I mean, he can't thank me enough and when he thanked me, he had this sincere eyes which i've never seen before and it kinda just shocked me~ LOL~

Ouh yea, being the boys they were, they peeped at the marks jack gave us while he went out to take a phone call. I won't reveal what i got 'cos first of all, it might not be final and second of all, its not my assessment yet~

Before i forget, lemme just rant here for a while, i saw my two "eye-candies" today! One at Sunshine Plaza and the other at the 5th floor.....*meltsss*
Lol~ but azi, azi, don't get too excited 'cos afterall, its just a crush!

*having minor headache*

BUT! that didn't stop me for noticing this uber cuute boyish-looking guy in the train. Me and fanah was like, "Oh god, he's cute~"

So before i alighted when the train reached Sembawang, i asked Fanah to take a photo of him! XD
CRAZY! I NOE!
And guess what, she even took a VIDEO of him! Oh gawd! Hurry cum online, i wanna seeeeeee~

2007-11-03T00:35:00.000+08:00

"i wonder eh...if i hadn't retained, then whenever fanah goes out to meet her boyfriend, you will be all alone eh?"

I'm sorry if my reply is, "Oh yea eh...if i hadn't met you, i wouldnt have known ***"

PS: That's not sex btw...

But seriously speaking, i don't think its by chance that we got to know each other...fate i believe? And i think i couldn't have met someone with a big personality like you~ So muchos love nasuhahaha!

Okay, so today i met up with fumiyo-chan after so long! Hahah~ i sure made her wait....sorry okay? Cos there was an error when the person printed my work! Gomen ne! Hahaha, and as usual, we ate at Cavana...wanted to go Sakae Sushi but okane wa naiii!

Yummy dinner, with a good company! And so, we met up with Su at Coffee Bean and boy, this time i really see that you looked tired! Sorry if i hadn't noticed~ But, finally we got to talk things out! Hahha~ nostalgia man...with just us 3...Weena, Suhaimi & Azimah...Lets hope we can do something about the school part kies?! =]

Wee weet~~ Today saw my eye candy-dandy!!

Just by admiring from afar and having my existence unkown to him is okay~ He's going to graduate so yea, lets enjoy his cuteness-geekiness while it lasts. And nasuhahaha, i'm going to squeal about him whenever i meet him to you whether you like it or not! XD
Lets hope you know who i'm talking about...give you a clue, he "saves" the world!

Muahahaha~

~Nyeh~

And i swear i'm getting influenced by you every single day~

2007-10-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

{O________O}

*click to enlarge*

Never would i have thought alice nine. would make it to Music Station's CD Single Ranking....AWESOME!!!! Ranked number 9...not so bad! They are in the top 10! wah....sugoi! Congrats!! Ouh yea, congrats to L'Arc~en~Ciel for ranking number 7 as well! Daybreak's Bell is awesome too! Yay for both!
n______n

Finally done with my 3rd scene of my storyboard....took me 3 days to finish...but after this piece was done, i had no more mood to do my final 4th scene....sighs*
Lost the fire to continue...so tiring....so decided to do other projects while waiting for my interest in this storyboarding to come back....

So tried playing around with 3ds Max and guess what? I managed to complete Hara's fingers! Woohoo~ In case you are wondering, for the subject Animation, we are supposed to create a 3D Character Design of your own. It can be a character, a human or an alien. As for me, i did a character and i named her "Hara." Hara is a dancer, a traditional Japanese Dancer with a twist. She doesn't stick to the traditional kimono dressing yet she doesn't follow the latest Japanese "kawaii" trend. She mix and matches her clothes and dances to songs she like. LOL!! Her characteristics are not yet confirmed...i was just blabbering!
XD

My Research Book is almost done...i'm left with the content page...yep...Visual Studies is interesting though demands the hell out of you....and i haven even touch on my Digital Photo Media...tsk tsk....the only subject in which i haven even get started on...though photos and ideas have been put to motion...so hm....ouh yea, history and graphic design done! Weeheee~ Left Magazine ad though for Graphic Design...but Yuke already stated that we can relax for now...thank you!!!

Somehow, school's getting fun for me though day by day, i'm feeling somehow "lonely."
Fanah has her boyfriend and every now and then she will meet up with him, leaving me alone. I have Nasuhahaha but she's usually with her year 3 friends...stooky and wanglin are a lovey dovey couple now so being around them makes me sick....no one else to hang around with...i get along well with the boys but close? nah....

and somehow, me and su are like drifting apart....sometimes i feel like i bore him, compared to his rowdy colleagues...i always see him so happy with them and when with me, silence....how bad is that? though communication is good but there's this invisible wall between us...

so somehow, can u get the rough idea as to why i didn't turn up for the sports day sentosa trip?
*sighs*

i will embrace this pain and rekindle the light in my heart that had started disappearing

2007-10-24T19:28:00.001+08:00

*faints & dies*
Their new image! For their 2nd full album! I so can't wait!

2007-10-20T03:03:00.000+08:00

a whole load of crap...

Yesterday started off really good for me...Came early to school with the goal of completing VS storyboard. Did some and will continue later in the afternoon. Photomedia class was as usual fun! I actually forgot we had a product photoshoot and didn't bring along anything to take shots of. Well, i was lucky i had my digital camera to shoot. So yea, that was one thing and after that we interacted with Gareth...amusing...

Though on the way to school, i actually tripped but luckily didn't fall. Call me superstitious but something bad really did happen. Fanah forgot we have a history group meeting and had plans for a date...imagine my disappointment when i heard the word "date." Then she suggests we change the group meeting to mon during our 3 hours break...but hell no we are gonna do that just cos of her...presentation's on tue and i hate a rushed work. So we just did the ppt without her...i dunno la, i was really disappointed when she didn't cancel her date...sighs*

So after i'm done with my part of the ppt, i continued to do my VS storyboard...was really happy i completed it and all that's left is to print it out. Another trip happened and im glad i didn't fall. And yes, something bad happened again...really crappy...went to print the storyboard...at Photoshop it opened halfway but lagged and then the computer couldn't read my files....tried the other computer, the same thing...went to another shop....gawd..i knew something was wrong...my ext hd got corrupted....fuck sia....seriously....i just reformatted my ext hd for goodness sake! Fresh! No viruses! Damn...for any computer/digital lessons, im so going to be bringing along my lappie and do my work there...i don't trust school computers anymore...unless im desperate and wanna use the internet, then i will use them!

What a crappy day....

And now im blogging bcos i have no mood to do my work which is drowning me! Sunday go out Hari Raya-ing again...crap laa, i got so much work to do can? Damn it sia....seriously! I'm so sleepy....shall i go sleep now and continue my work tomorrow?

Hm....

I shall sleep!

2007-10-16T22:58:00.001+08:00

as promised! Hari Raya pics!

not alot though...XD

That's my Yayi [grandfather]... ain't he cute...he's 76 yrs old and still kicking! You rock! XD
He rarely take photo but he was forced by none other then moi to take this picture! Heehee~

Me and my original source~
Lol~ in other words, i am "photocopied" from her...lol~ That's my mumzies there! Tell me is she smiling? I keep telling her mum! You're not smiling! But she insists she was and asked me to zoom in somemore! Lol~

Cam whoring starts from here...LOL! Woohoo, we ALL don't look ALIKE!

We come in different tone; Light, Medium

And dark...LOL~ alai, no offense!
I still love you!
XD

Oritey, that's all....HAH? you say? LOL~ lets just say, the picture taking thingy, is not the hoo ha in my family now....HAHA!

okay~ Selamat Hari Raya all!
n___n

2007-10-14T01:03:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims from aihana to you!
XD

Okay, before i post up pictures of the festive day let me just post this so called "Dating Test" that Nasuhahaha had me try~ Did it at school but stupid connection error...now i have to do it all over again, but its okay~ So here's my result!

The Wild Rose

Random Brutal Love Dreamer (RBLD)

colorful, but unpicked. You are The Wild Rose.

Prone to bouts of cynicism, sarcasm, and thorns, you excite a certain kind of man. Hoping to gather you up, he flirts and winks and asks you out, ultimately professing his love. Then you make him bleed. Why? Because you're the rare, independent, self-sufficient kind of woman who does want love, but not from a weakling.

You don't seem to take yourself too seriously, and that's refreshing. You aren't uptight; you don't over-plan. Romance-wise, sex isn't a top priority--a true relationship would be preferable. For your age, you haven't had a lot of bonafide love experience, though, and this kind of gets to core of the issue. You're very selective.

The problem is them, not you, right? You have lofty standards that few measure up to. You're out there all right, but not to be picked up by just anyone.

Your exact female opposite:

The Dirty Little Secret

Deliberate Gentle Sex Master

Always avoid: The Bachelor (DGSM)

Consider: The Vapor Trail (RBLM)

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating.
My profile name: : aihana

2007-10-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

*FAINTS & DIES*

alice nine. Ruri no Ame

Something new from alice nine. A style that i've never heard from them and a PV that isn't much of their style. I think that's why this single isn't included in their album track....but its okay~ i pre-ordered my copy so all that's left now is wait for it to arrive right on my doorstep!

The beautiful Saga...he looks extra beautiful here...

Ruri no Ame...a beautiful mellow song with melodious chorus...I'm so glad i got urged to buy the Type B Limited Edition of this single...The PV has more of Shou then the rest of the members. It's pretty weird to see the boys not equipped with their musical instruments but its a change...

Sing Shou sing! For your Number Six!

Even with a view like that he still look gorgeous!

Alright~ Stay that way and be beautiful always Saga!

*meltsss* Seriously cannot wait for the single! So many happy things going on October! New anime releases! Loads of them! All of them good at that! But....many projects that needs to be done....haiz.......nvm, will perservere!

2007-10-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

SEX POT REVENGE MEETS.....
Takeru from SuG!!!

I was uber happy to be seeing Takeru being featured in Vol.12 of V!nyl Syndicate. Mah, this means that SuG is getting the attention they need! And thats....GOOD! (*laughs)
How to define Takeru....mah, in a way, you can tell he's cheeky and like a brat...well, he is...he himself admits that in an interview...him saying he was a trouble maker in high school....XD

But damn, he's darn cute! I love his smirk...so naughty-like ne? Hahaha~ seriously i have a fetish for cute things....feel like owning them but am just satisfied looking at them...XD

Oritey.....today i spent $26.50 on printing and binding our Graphic Design's Identity Guideline...i'm officially broke now....so Fumiyo chan, if you're reading...your birthday present have to be delayed....gomen ne! (X___x)"

I'm pissed with someone even now...my anger still isn't residing until today is over....i'm not going to say what happened but let's just hope this anger will fade away tomorrow...

2007-10-08T23:23:00.000+08:00

Visual Studies project 4...a trailer of our so call "movie".
We have to do 10 still frames from our movie but we decided to throw in video as well. The story is about drug dealing...set in the 90s..yarr...we had fun during the shooting~ everyone was very cooperative~ Hahah~ the video is not cool but entertaining~ Do enjoy...btw, im the producer and the so call script writer~ XD

Today had a short "heart to heart" talk with L...haha, so bizarre and somehow our conversation spirals up to talking about star signs and their characteristics...i learnt some new things abt the star signs and how to handle them and according to L, this will help improve our people relation (PR) skills...haha~ cool~

And i learned that im not a pure scorpion and that im a hybrid....im mix with libra & scorpio...hm, dat explains why i do not hold grudges and not as stinging as my sec teacher~ XD
What an interesting piece of information~ Though its trivial...

Okay...my eyes are giving way now...going to sleep and hopefully my mind will be at ease...no more messed up mind...gotta appear strong and not get eaten by unnecessary attention....[DID THAT MADE SENSE?! XD dun think soo...hahah~]

2007-10-07T03:27:00.001+08:00

Its funny how you anticipate one thing but didn't realise there was another thing that's worth the anticipation....

Presenting Nagisa from "CLANNAD"

I'm talking about animes not my life...XD
I didn't know this anime was releasing and how could i when this anime is soo damn interesting! It was released 4th October and i didn't see any trailers of it so didnt know this was coming out!! But i'm glad i saw this anime if not i would be missing out on the goodness of it...

The genres are Drama, Fantasy, Harem & Romance.
I was attracted by its graphics and storyline [though its confusing] and the fact that it is a Visual Arts/KEY production. The same production that brought us the lovely and heart-wrenching "AIR." Its pretty typical how the main heroine is always so ditzy and cute and always so mysterious and the guy like non-existent and very humorous~ Its like "AIR" all over again but the characters resemble those of "KANON" more....

Tomoya, the main hero~

Aaah~ this is the kind of anime that kept reminding me that i want to be an animator...a 2D animator...and my dream to create beautiful characters and make them come to life....this is my dream....

Okays, i don't know why i had the urge to blog nowadays...why eh? XD
Ouh yea, so yesterday i went to print our Visual Studies Storyboard and after that me and Fanah decides to go town...i accompanied her till her date's arrived...

We went on a window shopping spree~ I made Fanag try on hats, outrageous hats and outrageous glasses~ XD

And and, i bought 2 cute pinnafores! 2 for $20!! Cheap right?! So much for waiting for Hari Raya money before going shopping!! XD

Oh craps...better switch off the com now....gonna sahur later and wouldnt want my dad to know i on the com till in the weee morning! Oritey~

Good night! or Good Weee Morning!
XD

2007-10-05T01:46:00.000+08:00

*heart meltsss*

This morning during the 3 hours break, i borrowed the laptop in the library, as if fate led me to it. The minute i entered alice nine.'s official site, i couldn't believe what i saw....

The 2 new PV Previews are out!!!

I got uber excited and kept watching Ruri no Ame's preview....couldn't wait for my single to arrive. That's not the only thing...as usual, i always visit alice nine.'s LJ community and surprise surprise~ TSUBASA's Full PV is out!!! Thanks fanah for downloading and sending me the video...below is Shou's gratitude~

He's expressing his thanks to you for sending me the file in which he wans me to see him in~
XD

Oritey, enough happy hour~ XD
Animation is tough!! I didn't even know how to start!! Boohoos, but niways, i think if i put my effort in trying to understand 3ds max, i think i can do it~ so if i suffer from stress there, i can approach Levi for help...so yea....

so many projects to be done so little time....all packed and again, im messed up somehow...
u__u

Nvm, i think im gonna enjoy another round of TSUBASA goodness before i sleep~
Bye bye!

2007-10-03T02:21:00.001+08:00

Taken in the toilet~

Yesterday was a blast! In a bad way that is...i couldnt sleep on sunday, so was a zombie on monday...was pretty exhausted. I could finally sleep peacefully on monday though i went to bed like at 3am but stupidily [pardon me if there's no such word] i overslept! Class starts at 12nn and gawd, i woke up at 11am!!

The best part was i could still dilly dally but started to feel the rush at 1130am!! LOL! So i took a cab and thank god i reached class at exactly 1215nn so considered still present. 1215 onwards is late and 1230 onwards is absent. The cab ride costs me $16.....sad...didnt wear my make up today but i still look alright la...at least i managed to straighten my hair! XD

History was interesting yesterday! We learnt about typography more den in first year. Lol~ we hadn't choose a font for our project and was rushing to pick a font that no one had picked yet. In the end, we chose Serifa~ Lol~ at least the group members are okay with it...

Then when i checked my mail at home, was really happy and got uber excited! NAFA welcomes me back as student ambassador for NAFA's Open House in 2008! So just have to grab the form, fill it up and hope i get shortlisted!! Can't wait!! Though its like next year...XD

Plus, NAFA Sports Day is just around the corner, so really really can't wait! Hopefully my projects won't bring me down! [amin] Speaking of projects, i have started my Research Book [kinda like a magazine but its an information book on different designers/artitsts] on InDesign and can't wait to add more life to it!! n__n

3Ds Max is gonna kill me but i hope for all things to go well~ Man, i've been sleeping late lately.....very bad....gotta improve on my sleeping time...its bad, bad for my body....

Oritey, with that, good night~ or should i say good wee morning!
XD